Tuesday, March 29, 2011

补习 让我压力大

最近
真的害怕补习了
但是 只是国语补习

老师从今年开始 就好凶
每次上课 脸都很臭
脾气都很不好
以前认识的老师
是每天笑嘻嘻的 不会脸很臭的
可是以前的老师   失踪了吗?

老师每个星期给功课
给的功课虽然不多
但是难做
一整张A4纸的华语
翻译成国语
这要我的命!!
看都看不懂
只做了一点点 法令的我写华语
结果
一整天 3个小时里面
老师一直鸟一直鸟
还讲写华语考官看不懂
但是以前的功课
老师你自己讲真的不会写可以写华语的!
我真的不会翻译法令的!
难道我要去翻法律的书本
找出那条法令
才写给你吗?

我知道你求好心切
但是你对我的压力
实在太大了><
我真的很害怕上你的课了
每天你还没进课室前
我都会很开心的跟他们聊天
你一进课室
我整条神经都绷紧了

我,eunice,靖雯  我们三个跟一个男的
没有做完翻译的
你一直鸟
你一直鸟一直鸟
我压力很大 头低低的 完全不敢看前面
很想冲出去  眼泪很想飙出来
课结束后  靖雯跟我讲他很想哭
我也很想哭了!

上你的课真的压力很大
每天只要eunice提醒我要做你的功课
我就会唉声叹气
就会说我不想补了
我真的不想补了
我真的觉得学到没有很多东西
可能是我吸收力不好
可能是我没专心上课
但是我真的觉得
我每天都在浪费3个小时
让自己紧张  让自己害怕
我想  放弃补国语了
eunice跟我讲  不补了以后就不可以回去了
我想都不想
直接回答
我不想再补国语了

可是如果不补国语
每次补英文和数学
我又会觉得尴尬  奇怪
可是我真的不能放弃英文和数学
英文对我而言是比天还要高的科目
我不能放弃  而且老师教得很好
数学  一直不及格真的让我担心了
PMR有及格真的已经是不幸中的大幸了
我必须挽救他
form1&2&3我已经救不了了
form4开始  我必须努力他  必须要学好它


怎办?
想不补  又不敢
我真的很犹豫
每次要补国语前 我都会很累
很不想去补了
=(

Monday, March 21, 2011

21-3-2011

Okay, firstly, yesterday was my bro birthday. Happy belated birthday. XDD

Today supposed to be the first school day after holiday. But I didn't go to school!! Where did I go? I went to CS!! lol

I was planning for a night already. I gathered a lot of ideas, but at last I used my idea. First, I woke up as usual. Then I opened my gate and locked it again like I always do. But, I didn't go out! I just open the door, then locked it again. Then walking very slowly back to my room. And I was afraid of my dad woke up and come to my room, I stay in my room's toilet!! For almost 2 hours!!! WTF!  lmao

I read in toilet. -.-  And played my phone. At 9 something, my dad went out to work. I walked out and screaming silently. Yup, SCREAMING but SILENTLY. What the hell am I doing? lol   I changed my clothes and put my laptop and a jacket to my bag, wear a slippers, and go out! This is my first time wear no makeup and wearing slippers to cs by ALONE!

When I reached there, I was thinking about my breakfast. -.-  McDonald's? Nah, it is already 10:50am. I'm not sure that still got breakfast or not. So I decided to buy the [BEASTLY] ticket first. After that, I went to popular to buy some book. I bought[人生拍卖会2] which I searched it for a long time! And a couple of [哥妹俩]. Then I was walking around, and saw season. I was thinking about its fish&chips. But when I saw the menu, I decided to order seafood baked rice. I can't resist cheese! I ordered chamomile tea as well. I love it since I first tried it.

After my brunch, I went to starbucks. I bought a capucinno I think as it is a new product. I was browsing web. There is a guy beside my table, he using a ipad! I felt so outdated. -.- He is using ipad but I'm still using a laptop. -.-

1pm, I went to 6th floor. To wait for my movie which started at 2pm. I was sitting at the outside of cinema and watching those trailers. 1:40, I went to buy popcorn and drink. Still sitting there watching the trailer until hall 7 opened. I went into the hall, there were just a few people there.

I LOVE THIS MOVIE!!! I LOVE VANESSA HUDGENS! Her character, Lindy, somehow like Gabriella Montez! When the main role, Kyle was building a green house on the rooftop, IT JUST SEEMS LIKE HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL! OH MY! I was watching [BEASTLY] but I was thinking about HSM! -.- When Lindy was singing, I hope she can sing her song, I mean, Vanessa's song or HSM's song. But she didn't.  :(
But I still love this movie! Very nice!!

After movie, I just go home by bus~



❤Okay, now I'll explain the reason that I skip school/play truant. lol
Because my mum went to Penang last Saturday until today. She'll be back in the evening today.
[BEASTLY]'s showtime only got 2PM, and only CS got. If I go there straightly, there will be not enough time! So I'll just skip school. lol  BTW, this is my first time skip school to go out by myself! Very exciting! Haha. Kids should not be like this. But I'm NOT a kid anymore, so I can do this! Muahaha.

❤I saw some girl from [Foon Hew High School] went to cinema. But cinema can't sell tickets to those who wear school uniform isn't. So they just wear on the jacket and cover the logo of school to buy tickets. lol
Nice idea~

❤Tomorrow have to go to school as well. *YAWN*

Thursday, March 17, 2011

17-3-2011

Yup, it's been a long time that I didn't write any post here. Kinda lazy. lol
Well, HOLIDAY'S NOW PEOPLE!! ALL WE GOTTA DO IS SLEEP EARLY, LIKE 4 OR 5 EVEN 6 AM! AND WAKE UP LATE, LIKE 2 OR 3 EVEN 4 PM!!  LOL
But, people, holiday's gonna over!! T.T  Today is Thursday, which means we left only 4 days of holiday!! GOSH! This is what we call, [times flies]~~~~~ Well it is! Fly toooooo fast!!
It reminded me a quote from High School Musical, [I wish the time can slow down, or stop.]--by Gabriella Montez starred by Vanessa Hudgens!  I LOVE VANESSA HUDGENS!!  <3  But I haven't watch her new movie, [Beastly]. I went to CS Monday but I watched Rango instead with my cousins. I regretted!! Rango is not as interesting as I thought. It makes me wanna sleep! I definitely regretted!! But who want to watch [Beastly] with me? It only shows at CS. :(

As you know, I'm selling [Popin' Cookin']. It is an edible toy from Japan. Well, I get a quite good result from that! But my parents are not happy as I didn't care about how much I earn, I just place the price which the supplier gave me.
But the reason I'll selling this is because, I want to buy this but it is expensive as it cost SGD$10 per set! But if I can gather 20 sets above, I can get the prica SGD$8.50 each! So I really didn't think much, I just post that on JBT forum. Out of my expectation, I get really good responses! Until now, there are 94 people share the link to their FB. I get around 40 sets of orders!
I thought I'm the first who sell this in Malaysia, but I'm not. :( There is a seller who sell RM59 per set! THAT IS TOOOO EXPENSIVE! One of my customers gave me the link to check out. But I'm the one and only and the first who sell this on JBT forum! lol  But I know in future, there will be alot of people selling this. I'll be selling this in future as well, but not now. I found a supplier who sell more cheaper as it is sent from Japan directly. But the supplier in Japan who lives in Tokyo!
As we all know, tsunami and earthquake hit Japan, so I've to wait until Japan recover from the tsunami and earthquake. It will be a long time I think.

❤This post is like a mess. I just type random things. RANDOM REALLY! Just treat this post as a joke! lol

Xoxo, Selina.

Thursday, March 10, 2011

10-3-2011

放假咯~~~~~~~~~~
明天我是没有打算去读书的XDD
明天去补习
回来我就要搞我的指甲啦~~~~~~~·
只可惜我新订的opps! j还没到
不然一定玩新颜色 :(

我决定要帮我的指甲画花~
我要自己画的
很期待最后的结果


我最近看上了某件日本玩具
有在办团购
来看看呗XDD
http://www.jbtalks.cc/thread-956594-1-1.html


考试成绩没有眼看
英文
ms cheong迟迟没有改完
让我很害怕><
第一次分时
剩下summary和directed writting还没有改完
其他的我拿到了33分
今天第二次分
summary满分15    我只拿了9分T^T
我隔壁的马来婆乱写都有10分T^T
我的directed writing只能被扣4分
我才能拿到A
但是这是不可能的任务!!!!!!!!!!!
我的A远离我了T^T



假期里
还是要补习-.-
很闲很闲
也不知道会不会出去玩><

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

1-3-2011

一转眼
2011年就迈入3月了~
好快好快
不久后
就到了2012的啦~
哈哈哈XDD

今天考试啦啦啦
第一次 华语第一天 第一科考
结果他整个打击了我的信心-.-
有些名句没有背熟
醉人的春晚 要用一句名句来形容那个陈静
我空
后面有一题是什么朋友啦缺点啦  用一句名句来形容
我空
汉语拼音的都有写
但是[狡黠] 我写成 jiao ji
错了  =(
名句含义
我写了课本的翻译 都不懂对不对  囧
我竟然背得住课本的 但是很长叻-.-

国语
karangan写到174的时候
就进入最后一段了
写完了过后
只有194 -.-
差6个字!!!
硬硬加字加到208而已  -.-
后面的东西有些都空
最后两项直接空
直接不用做
就连那个peribahasa的 短文读也不用读
看到了题目 直接skip
写出novel有什么faedah 拜托
我连看都没看-.-
huraikan watak
写了faud-baik hati
mak salmah
pak ismail
都不懂最后两个人到底有没有的-.-
就感觉很熟就写出来了

我睡觉
睡到一半被布丁踢椅子-.-
我早就知道他在隔壁班了
我也一直在忍着 不能睡
但是看他一直没有来 一直警戒心松了
就睡下去了 哪里知道他就来了==
他拿我的考卷去看 基本上我是准备好给他鸟的
我很多空
结果没有骂O.O
而且跟我讲做完了才睡O.O
因为我的bina ayat题目写了但是没有写答案

他临走前还讲
menganyam就是编织的意思O.O
他就很直接在站门口大大声形容
我们中秋节吃的那个里面空心的小粽子 要点pandan kaya或糖的那种吃的
还有做ketupat 那就是menganyam  O.O
我完全傻眼O.O
本来就在犹豫这个字到底是不是编织
因为以前bm lee有教过
他解释后我就确定
所以我就有作答
但是我没有写到那么复杂 什么粽子啦ketupat啦
直接写手工编织品不就得了-.-

布丁解释过后 整班突然开始一直写写写了
而且我们的lokman老师 变得超好
问他考卷的问题 他一定回答你
还有点点给答案给答案酱
但是我没有问
因为没有脸问XDD
空太多了


❤唉唉唉
明天就考英文啦!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
噢买尬!!!!!!!!!!!!
班上有个印度人自以为英文很厉害
我不能输他!!
我也不懂他的程度在哪里-.-
还有副班长的英文似乎也不错
我要努力点啦><

明天加油了!!!!!!