Saturday, December 29, 2012

28-12-2012

Hiiiiii!
It's been a week since I last blogged. And, 3 days left to 2013!!
So, without wasting any time, Eunice and I went to Singapore today!
Yiiipee! I'm Malaysian and yes, I don't have any passport cover. I can't find a High School Musical one or Glee one on market! lol Just joking! I used to have a hello kitty cover when I was small. But I thought that's too childish so I abandoned it.

This is our first time going Singapore not by car. I used to go Singapore with my family so I go with my mum driving usually. Eunice don't visit Singapore as usual as me. But at least she did go to SG by bus before, which I died to do so but my mum didn't allow before.
But this time, she allowed! (in fact is because she hates jam so don't want send us lah)

Eunice's mum send us to the custom there in the morning. Then we went alone. We were so nervous lol. After taking bus, we arrived at the SG custom. In fact, we didn't know should we go down or not but everyone was going down. Then we asked an auntie who looked very nice. She was kind enough to take us along and explained and chatted with us.

Once we passed the custom, we went to Bugis street! OMG I finally found this street! lol
I even bought 2 blouse there. omg.
 The blouse's colour blended nicely with the door lol.

Yup, I didn't wear shorts. Yup, my thighs are rubbing each other. Yup, elephant legs. Yup, 2-skin-tone leg. Yup, I'm brave enough to put on these 2 photos lol.

After that, we went to Bugis+. Had our lunch at the Mos burger. I had Ebi rice burger, it was special because instead of bread, it was rice. But it should be more crispy and still can be improved. lol
The clam chowder soup was not impressed as well.

After lunch, went to Sephora!!
I bought a body scrub from Soap&Glory.

Oat and sugar can scrub your skin gently and remove your dead skin, while shea butter provides moisturizing use. It's with maple fragrance, so it smells extremely nice and sweet! Don't know what it maple? The syrup that you get with your McDonald's hot cake. Yup, that's maple syrup. Imagine that smell when you're showering!

Ermmm...I didn't realize it until I took photos with my phone. Yeap, it kinda like poo.  lol  Sweet smelling poo!

The bottom sticker of it is so funny. This is NOT A FOOD.
But it really smell nicely enough that make me want to eat that!

After a few rub on my hand. This scrub is kinda rough but still bearable on the skin. DON'T use this on your face, you'll ruin your face.


We walked Sephora for a while, tested perfume, tested cosmetics, brushes and skincare products. lol
Explained and recommended a lot of products to Eunice lol,

After buying things, it's almost 5. Went back and slept on the bus lol.






I'm actually hungry now at the time of 12:28am. I need to fix myself some food.
Installed The Sims 3 Seasons, have to play it through night lol. Seasons people! Rain, storm, snow appears in the sims! How awesome is that?!




Subscribed to Modbox today. Always wanted the little black bag or myglam bag. Then realized Malaysia also have some company provides these service. So I chose the cheapest lol.
I subscribed the January edition, will do a review post when I receive it!


No makeup photos today, I was in rush to go out so I don't have time to do so. When I got home, my makeup had already smudged like panda, so no photos too lol.


Bah-bye everyone!!




Wednesday, December 19, 2012

19-12-2012

Went to the education fair with Eunice, her brother, Esther and Khang Zheng! There were a lot of schools, but I still have no idea at all lol.
I saw a school from Ireland, their accent weren't as strong as Bubz's or Damian McGinty's North Ireland accent. But I felt really great speaking with angmohs! lol

Then we went to City Square, had our lunch at Seasons. I had chicken baked rice, which is so much better than the T-Bowl's!
Then I went to Sasa, which I wanted to go very badly recently! I have to buy eyeliner!


Let's have a small haul!
↑ Everything is in it!Worth RM111!


 ↑This is everything..!

 ↑ K-palette real lasting eyeliner 24h  RM50.90  (NP RM59.9)
This is the star item of K-palette, this is known as 1 day tattoo as well.
Bubzbeauty had recommended this eyeliner in her videos tons of times. This is her favourite eyeliner! I learnt this product through Bubz, and I love this very much after trying this.
My eyelid is really really really really oily. Even with the Urban Decay eye primer, other eyeliner still smudge after few hours. I've tried Maybelline Hypersharp eyeliner, Maybelline master liner, Maybelline gel eyeliner, Solone liquid eyeliner etc etc.
But, this eyeliner is the only that I tried, that stays longest on my oily eyelid. It's resistant to water, sweat and sebum! It's with fine tip, which very easy to work with.
This is the limited edition package. Very cute isn't?! Pink with polka dots. I think even after finish it, I won't throw it away too because it is too cute!
↑ This is the original packaging. Photo from Sasa.com

This is kinda pricey, and it's only available in Sasa in Malaysia. I kinda hesitate when I wanted to buy it, but I'm glad that I bought it and tried it. This is literally the best eyeliner in the world.


↑ Cyber Colors Auto Eyebrow Pen  RM15.92   (NP RM19.9)
This is my first eyebrow pen, I bought the black colour. But I think I should buy the dark brown one. Because you can build up the colour with brown. This black one is too black, so you have to be careful otherwise your brows could look like Shin Chan's! lol

↑ B.liv mask  RM6.9
This mask is for youth preserving. Cell rejuvenating+ nourishing+anti-oxidant.
Never tried this before, just grab a random mask.
But B.liv is famous of its blackhead removal set or something like that. I want to try that long time ago but the price always stops me from getting it lol.

↑ Sally Hansen Polish Remover Twin Pack   RM20.52  (NP  RM22.8)
This is extra strength for all nail types, 20% stronger and up to 50% faster.
My previous polish remover was the green one for brittle nails, but I bought this instead because the faster word lol. I really hate waiting for nail polish to dissolves in remover. But this one feel so much cooler when it's on my fingers. More than cool, more like cold!

↑ Tofu bath sponge   RM7.11   (NP  RM7.90)
Alright, this is not something I wanted to buy. I thought this is for face lol.
Then I saw the cashier scanned the barcode, and [BODY SPONGE] words appeared on the machine, then I was like "shit". lol. I didn't mean to buy this.  /.\


↑ Docile Nail polish in D236  RM9.90
This is like wine red colour and maroon colour. I don't know the exact colour name but it's something like that. The colour isn't as bright as the second picture. But my phone can't get the exact colour though.
Update: This colour looks like blood omg lol. More than wine red, like blood seriously. Vampirely blood colour!!


Alright, this is the end of the haul! RM111 in total!


Went back at around 6:50pm. I've already walked the whole City Square twice alone. /.\

I went to SDS to have mushroom soup and popcorn chicken alone lol. I wanted to text Esther but I think, if I text her, aren't I look lonely and poor?! Looks like I'm someone who feel very lonely and wanted to find someone for accompany badly. So I deleted everything I wrote and continue to drink mushroom soup lol.
After this, I went to 7-11 to have slurpee! I sat in 7-11, drinking slurpee, texting Eunice. Found out she's in FOS, went to find her then we're back.




I think that's all today. I'm gonna paint my nails with the newly bought nail polish!!
Bah bye everyone!




UPDATE:::
lol, forgot to put the picture of makeup today!

Only eye makeup, because I had facial yesterday so I don't want to put on any makeup.
--Urban Decay primer potion
--K-palette real lasting eyeliner 24h
--Maybelline hello kitty mascara
--Maybelline lip smooth color bloom lip balm






Yup, yup, yup, my eyes are still small even with eyeliner, mascara and contact lens.
But the lens I'm wearing today is 1day acuvue define. 14.2mm. Did nothing but only define my eyeballs, no enlarging.








Friday, December 14, 2012

Back from trip..

We're back from trip yesterday!
Spent 4 days in KL, my limbs were extremely sore yesterday once I got home.

First day, arrived in KL.
Took KTM and taxi to get to our hotel.
Spent whole night in room, gossiping and playing cards.
Mong and I did makeup on boys. She did Khang Zheng's and I did Jin Xiang's.
That was my masterpiece! First time doing makeup on guy.

Second day, went to shopping.
Which shopping did we went? I don't know.
We took KTM and monorail to get there.
Sungei Wang and Times Square? I don't know.
I just followed them, walked walked walked.
I was very tired, but suddenly H&M appeared in my sight.
I became freaking excited! OMG I thought we wouldn't go to H&M!
I thought it is in Selangor! lol My geography!
I couldn't close my mouth when I saw it. We spent like 2 hours in it. It's 3-storey, I bought a sweater and 2 tank top. Wanted to buy a shirt for bro but couldn't find one.
Then we went to Petaling Street, bought 2 t-shirts for bro.
One of them is a moustache t-shirt. Esther and Eunice liked it so much! lol

Third day, Sunway Lagoon.
Happened some situation in the morning.
I was kinda angry yet helpless, walked a lot in the freaking sunny days really challenged my temper.
I lost my temper a little bit.
But once we get there, once I got into water, I became very excited!
We didn't play much facilities. What a waste of the tickets, our tickets was auto-upgraded from 3 parks to 5 parks, but we only used 5-6 facilities.
Other than that, we spent our time in the pool.
But I'm happy with that, it's been ages since I last soaked in pool. I felt very great when I saw my fingers were "wrinkled". Because that means I've spent a lot of time in pool!
I really like spending time in water!
Then I realized some of us couldn't float on the water.
Thanks to visiting Pulai Springs' pool every weekend back when I was small, I could float very easily.
Stand, lie back, taa-daa! Floating on the water like corpse lol.

Went to Sunway Pyramid, went to T-bowl for dinner.
That was a cute phenomena. Us, 8 people, split into 4 tables.
Mong and Kai Yun, Eunice and Tang Tang, Esther and I, Khang Zheng and Jin Xiang,
We all sit in same row, only we sit face to face. I was facing Esther.
But, 4 of them were chatting happily, taking photos etc etc. They looked overactive.
We, Esther, Khang Zheng, Jin Xiang and I, we were sitting there like vampire.
We didn't talk much, we didn't smile, we were just sitting there, looking in front with blank.
Then I said, "Are we really a group? We don't look like though." Esther just laughed.

I had tuna and crab meat cheese baked rice.
OMG Awful. It was terrible. I thought the tuna should be slices. You know the kind, fish slices.
But, turned out it was canned tuna.
I took the first bite, then I was wondering why was the sauce so sweet. And I didn't see anything but fried rice and crab meat!
Then I realized, the "sauce" was the tuna! No wonder it was so sweet. It was really disgusting.
That was my first time that I couldn't finish a cheese baked rice despite the truth that I love cheese baked rice so much.

After dinner, Eunice, Esther and I went to J.Co. I wanted to get something light, I had iced coffee.
We sit there and chatted. Then, we went back to hotel and play poker. I won 7 bucks! lol.


Forth day, woke up at  6:21am. Tang Tang's alarm was ringing, rang 3 times but she was still sleeping. -.-
I can't bear it anymore so I woke up and got prepared.
Our bus delayed anyways. From 10:15am, to almost 11am.
Arrived in JB at 2pm.




In conclusion, to be honest, I was not very happy.
I felt bored and tired most of the time.
We didn't plan well.
Someone did ask me, "why are we keep walking? I think we just keep walking and sweating."
That was on third day.
Yes, I know that we didn't plan ANYTHING.

The only thing we all discussed, is to buy hotel tickets and Sunway Lagoon tickets.
That was in September, after booking hotel and buying tickets online, no one ever mentioned this.
Maybe just occasionally mentioned like how excited and what to pack.
Our trip schedule? No. Where to go, how to go, no.
Everything asked me to check online, but hell yeah, my damn memory. I didn't remember to do those.

The trip is totally different with what I thought. It's because of my high hopes? Or because others had so much fun and we don't so I'm disappointed?
I don't know, all I know is we, or should I say, me, didn't plan well.

Sorry to those who felt bored during this trip. I bet the boys felt very bored because we kept shopping lol.

I'm sorry too, because I'm always the one who do the things online, but I didn't check well.



But at least there are moments I felt happy.


Had an amazing girls talk session. lol



Why no photos? Because I didn't take one. My phone had only the Jin Xiang's makeup photo because it was my masterpiece. But don't want to show it on blog, it is too funny!


I slept a lot today, didn't sleep much and sleep well in the past 3 days.



After this trip, when will we meet again? Perhaps no.



I want a short trip, with just few of us please? I want a happy trip. =D
I want to go Penang.. so freaking much.
With just couple of friends, walking around and searching for good food. I bet that will be happier than shopping!
I like shopping too, but I prefer eating! lol



I think that's all. I still felt sleepy...





Monday, December 10, 2012

YEY for KL trip!!!!

HI EVERYBODYYYYYYY!!!!!!

IT'S 12:30AM, 10-12-2012 NAO!!!
WHICH IS OUR KL TRIP DAY!!!!

I've done preparing everything. Charged mp3, putting new songs to it, packed luggage, makeups, skincare products etc etc.
They are all living in a huge bag now, super heavy /.\
4 days 3 nights people!!!
p/s: I never thought skincare and makeup will be that heavy though. I don't have travel size container to carry them, so I have to bring everything of them in full size. -.-


SUPER DUPER EXCITED!!!

Everyone have already come back from trip. RC class, SN class. But we, EA class is setting off tomorrow. /.\
But never mind, late than never isn't?!?!


I'm very excited now!!!!!
HuuHuuu!!!

Yup, I hope that we all can be very co-operate and harmony in the 4 days!
We all, you know, tempered people. At least I am! Haha!
I'll control!!



Starting tomorrow, I'm going to live 4 days without my laptop. Not without internet because our hotel does provide wifi service. So, we are able to log on internet with phone, but mine is a stupid phone /.\
I wanted to bring iPad along, but my bro insists to keep it at home, wtf. =((




Oh and, my last post gained 49 likes! Thank you for reading it and liking it! Thanks for likey! ;D




Sick before trip-----------
Pack for trip--------------√ 
Getting freaking excited---


Alright, evidently everything has prepared! Now I'm in a travel mood!!!!!!


My dream, go on a trip with friends, without adult. If 18 years old Mong not considered an adult lol!


I think I'm going to sleep soon!!
Bah bye everyone!
Bah bye blog!!
See you guys in 4 days!!!






We-we-we so excited  
We so excited  
We gonna have a ball today
---Friday by Rebecca Black---

Saturday, December 8, 2012

回忆···是美好的

虽然我平时的记忆
真的很差很差
可是很多事情
其实我都记在心里
来个小小的回顾吧~~

幼稚园
最爱的   是毕业典礼前
每天都会一直练唱
"auld lang syne"
这首歌
真的很悲
现在听到
还是会哭
会有一些回忆回来~~

还有就是
以前我就已经自以为是巡查员
我会在大家排队要上楼的时候
在门口指挥==
自以为很厉害
结果被老师赶回班
哈哈哈


小学
回忆真的多到爆
哈哈哈
2年纪  黄诗婷 我曾经要跟你绝交
我忘记什么事情了
反正某天放学前 我们就突然说要绝交了
可是隔天  我们又没事了==
哈哈哈
3年纪  我们2H班   只有8个人顺利进入3M班
我  诗婷  为晔  耀婷  智凯  美吟
噢no
我竟然忘记还有谁了><
另外2个朋友
拍写啦  我真的忘了 T.T


就一直在M班
到了6年纪
我们的回忆真的很多叻
因为我们的调班率不高
来来去去就那几个人
不是M就是J
所以班上凝结力其实真的很高
哈哈哈
大家感情很好
我很爱我们这群人^^

小学6年 我也当了4年巡查员
2年级 4年级 5年级 6年级
2年级的时候带1年级的班
曾经有一次老师们开会 我们要去管
我就出题让他们猜很好玩
可是玩没有几题老师就回来了  因为我太迟想到可以玩这个了哈哈哈
4年级那年带3B班  我好喜欢那些弟弟妹妹
他们都好可爱  混到不错叻哈哈哈
5年级带自己的5M班
每次放学巡查员可以早5分钟走 要去带班
有一次老师要扣留我们班  巡查员们出去了  每个喊我讲我不能走
因为带自己班哈哈哈
6年级的时候我组长是5年级的妹妹  一直很不爽他哈哈哈
同一年实行新巡查员要跟我们长辈学习
我弟弟很聪明的选了我哈哈哈  因为不会对他要求  根本就不理他


虽然身为巡查员  可是我是非常不以身作则的巡查员
我每天不做功课  老师曾经打来家里
跟作文里头一样  自己接到电话  说要找我妈妈
心脏扑通扑通跳  很怕被骂
结果妈妈没有骂哈哈哈  只是讲我几句  他也知道我懒惰啦
我也曾经 因为不做功课  被罚  跪在办公室门口
没错  跪
其实很丢脸啦  因为不止一次
有一次还跪到脚麻痹了  /.\
可是这位老师  李丽清老师
还蛮感激他的  虽然很凶  可是私底下却很好
我们现在每年新年去找他 他都很好很好
毕业册里头他有写了一句激励的话给我  我忘记了啦虽然  -.-
可是大概就是  成功是要付出的
虽然我没有付出 可是还是以6A1B的成绩毕业的哈哈哈


中学了
1KP1
当初看到有认识的人
真的很开心
莉萍  俐君  佩雯  嘉洺
哈哈哈
我真的很开心
以前还以为莉萍会被莹莹带坏
结果被他带坏的应该是我吧
哈哈哈  ==
这年里  慢慢跟小学朋友疏远  即使同班  但是也没那么好了
跟班上男生也不熟悉  我是个很冷漠的人啦其实哈哈
反而跟马来人印度人很不错好
amalina  atiqah  dinesh  莹莹当时你也是个印度人! 哈哈


2KP3
说真的
一来我就很害怕
可是还是有认识的人
慧慧 辜乙玲
虽然就2个
可是还是有很放心的感觉
因为除了他们以外  我完全不认识其他人啦T.T
可是慢慢  就认识其他人了
还有   嘉慧拿着纸  记录别人的号码  email
大家就认识了
哈哈哈

慢慢熟了
留下了很多回忆
很多一生中都会很珍惜很珍惜
的回忆

可是也发生了很多事情
友谊变质了  我也学坏了
竟然学会排挤别人了


3KP3
本来应该也是美好的一年吧
可是
却因为我做的一件事情
把全部都给毁了
说真的
我后悔过
我真的很后悔过
可是时间不能倒转
写过的东西不能删掉
所以
事情就这么发生了
或许  真的错的 应该是我


4EA1
从来没有想过会进到这一班
我甚至根本不知道这个班的存在  /.\
可是
就这么的进入了   哈哈哈
第一天  选位子
我太迟进去了
结果只剩下靠门那排的位子
只好坐那边   继续跟我的azimah
继续第3年的同桌生活~
每天继续打打闹闹
我继续用我那有限的马来文
掺一点英文  跟他沟通
他也有他流利的马来文
掺一点点他也不懂是什么的英文
沟通
哈哈哈
我们就是这样   用掺掺的语言加上比手画脚  我们很成功的沟通了3年
哈哈哈


回忆
就此打住
本来打算发布
可是转念一想
还是不发布了
存在草稿里
可能一年后  再发布出来吧~
今天日期---30/7/2011
现在时间---10:21PM

30/7/2011的回忆  就此打住❤
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 不知不觉  过了一年多了呢
偶尔还会记得这篇草稿
一直静静地  等待我来继续


 好吧
今年2012
5EA1
还是在EA1呢   很庆幸的并没有掉去EA2
可是同桌了3年的azimah
和同班了4年的莹莹   掉去了EA2
老师一讲他们会去EA2的时候
我眼泪出来了
不知道为什么  就是会舍不得他们
一个是同桌了3年的同学  每天打打闹闹 功课互抄 什么都聊
一个是同班4年 在我中学生涯整个就是扮演重要角色的人
明明大我3个月  可是有时候想法比我还幼稚 哈哈哈

今年的同桌  叫aqilah
是一个很可爱的小女生
说话轻声细语  很可爱
很勤劳  老是借我功课抄
虽然每次都很不要脸的跟他借功课抄
可是英文功课  我也会问他做了没  要不要抄我的
哈哈哈  我还是一样 永远只做英文功课

今年呢  还是老样子
只不过  跟嘉慧重修旧好
我们又是好朋友了
今年班上女生还蛮团结的
雯纹终于睡醒了 而且很努力在读书
可是个性真的很懵吖  我们的懵儿

我呢  还是老样子啦哈哈哈
只不过  今年有人  触动了我的心
哈哈哈 很文学的感觉
平静了好久的心  泛起涟漪了
可是几个月后 又慢慢平静
不知道到底自己在期待什么
期待一些不可能发生的事儿?

今年很常做早餐  而且我的早餐很厉害  国际化的叻哈哈
从三明治  炒饭  鸡蛋面包  到泡菜饭
西式中式法式韩式都有了
还有做过什么我也忘了  /.\
最常做的是水煮hotdog  和  potato salad
懵儿讲potato salad是我的招牌菜  其实不是
是因为你喜欢吃  我比较常做啦 哈哈

SPM  现在还没有考完
剩下华语和EA

英文 还是很害怕拿不到A
2012  一整年里头  没有一次拿到A
哭了好多次

明天就是12月1号了
我不知道会不会世界末日
但是我相信不会
不管会不会世界末日
活在当下 才是重点所在
10/12-13/12是我们出去玩的日子
我会期待  很期待

当兵名单也出了
我中了  第2/3批
哈哈哈哈


好吧  又要停止了
发布时间  我还不知道
或许玩回来?
或许 EA结束那天?
还是2012年12月31日?
还是世界末日天?
我不知道哈哈哈
反正你们看到这篇的时候
11月30号已经过了

今天日期---30/12/2012
现在时间---1:20am
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今天呢  星期六 8号
我星期一就要去KL了

突然有个想法  今天发布这个吧哈哈
我呢  最后想说

很谢谢大家
这5年来同班的大家
不管你有帮助过我  还是激怒过我
谢谢你
如果被我骂过  打过
很对不起  我真诚的说一句道歉

5年里  其实要我突然回想是想不起来的
看回去年写的东西  都快忘了这些事情

5年里生活千篇一律
唯一精彩的  是友情  是同学  是朋友
朋友来来去去  最后陪在一起的就是那几个
每个人不同个性  大家互相容忍  互相迁就  互相配合
打打闹闹惯了  反而现在毕业了  很冷清
虽然我才离开了学校2天 哈哈

离开了学校=永远不知道今天几号星期几
离开了学校=没办法八卦了

再也不能在老师讲课的时候偷偷塞食物进嘴巴
再也不能在老师讲课的时候聊天
再也不能在老师讲课的时候睡觉还不被发现

很多事情 离开了学校  就做不了了

最舍不得的  只有那几位老师
和同学们了





这篇貌似很长吼
费时2年才写出来的
哈哈哈没有啦
之前写的东西  有修改了一下  有加长了一些
所以变得好长好长


正式宣布  我毕业了

这篇文章  也将随着我毕业而终于可以离开草稿箱了
谢谢你们
谢谢用心阅读的你们

谢谢

❤ 


8-12-2012

Alright, 2 days to KL trip.

But I found out I did something wrong again. Crap, why can't I just get everything right?
Why do I always ruin everything?
Haven't figure out how to speak it out.

It's not just because of the money, but also trust.
I'm a liar.

Feeling very bad now.
Crap, crap, crap.



Anyways, 2 days to go, or one day?
Leaving on Monday.
I haven't pack, will do it so tomorrow.




Hahaha, the text isn't something you guys imagined. It's not.
It's what I thought, if you still remember what I said in car -.-



Went to Sweet Hut yesterday! I and bro were having dinner in Agus, we wanted to have Blackball as dessert, but it was packed because of buy one free one.
So, I said let's go U-dessert! Once we got there, we strolled around, and decided to go Sweet Hut instead.
I had some coconut milk+mango thing. It was okay.
Perhaps it was nice, but we were too full, we both didn't finish half of our dessert.
This is my first time driving to Sutera!!!
I was so afraid of parking at first, thanks God I managed to park smoothly. Perhaps a few reverse lah haha.
I tried my best to park  XDD






Please don't get my hopes up,
no, no. Baby tell me how could you be so cruel
---Fix a heart by Demi Lovato---

Friday, December 7, 2012

6-12-2012

Yes, I'm finally, officially, actually a high school graduate!!
OMG After 3 years of kindergarten, 6 years of elementary school, 5 years of secondary school, I'm officially done. At least for the basic education, but I'll attend college next year for sure.
Haven't decide which college to attend. I didn't receive any offer from any college, which obviously because of my poor result. Have to decide between KL or Singapore I think, I just don't want to stay in Johor anymore.
But I'm afraid this is the so-called "Murphy's Law", not as the Ryan Murphy, the creator of Glee lol.
The things you really don't want it to happen, it will happen eventually. So, I think maybe I'll just end up staying in Johor. =((


Today was my last paper, so as the last paper of SPM, ekonomi asas. I finished my paper 18 minutes earlier lol, so when I walked out from the classroom, walked downstairs, I was literally laughing!

I was so afraid I will be emotional, or perhaps crying because this is the real graduation. But I was smiling while I was walking, recalled this exam month, then I was so happy that everything is over now.

Eunice and I went to do manicure. I did manicure and pedicure, just basic nail polish, nothing special. Bought a OPI base coat & top coat set though. RM57 for the set, because it is buy one free one set.
Never try OPI nail care polishes before, as I only owned 1 OPI polish lol. But now I own 3!! XDD


Received an unexpected text today. Replied very late twice lol. I was wearing headphone so I didn't even know my phone rang! I was listening to songs the first time, then I was watching running man. Which I replied after 1 hour, at 12-ish am. Hahaha! Sorry!


Dad asked me how am I going to spend these 3 months holiday and my estimated result. Well, I said I'll find a work, but I have no skill. I thought about teaching tuition, but only 3 months?
As for my result, all I can say is I can definitely get at least a B. Because I really don't think I'll get A in English, so, B. I don't want to get too high hope again. ><
But I think I'll cry if I really don't get A!! lol


3 days to our KL trip!! Freaking looking forward to it!!








Extremely good mood now!!!
Playing "Don't rain on my parade" glee live version!!
[One shot, one gun shot and BAM!!]
LEA MICHELE!!


Going out with my EA1 girls tomorrow!!
Makeup, or not?
Esther and Tang Tang don't usually do makeup, Mong sometimes only do her brow and lip balm, Eunice sometimes lip balm only sometimes BB cream too.
Hmm... how about me?
BB cream? Hmmm....
Maybe.... 
Aiya, just put on contact lens and lip balm will do!
Why so bother to do all those things while still look pretty bad with those things?!
Sometimes I really think I did awful makeup, so embarrassing!!


When you're on good mood, everything bad will turns into good thing!!
Playing "Marry You" Glee version!
[Who cares baby, I think I wanna marry you!]


 
Was on Weibo pretty frequently. I followed some accounts who always post Aquarius analysis or something like that. Even though most of them are repeated, but when you see something new, you will be amazed and realize how true it is.
I'm really an Aquarius!!
But my rising sign is Taurus.

Definition of rising sign: 
{Astrologers believe that the ascendant is also concerned with how a person has learned to present him or herself to the world, especially in public and in impersonal situations. To astrologers, in some circumstances, it can function as a shield or mask to guard a person's real nature - in other words the 'defense mechanism' every person has to cope with unfamiliar or uncomfortable situations. Astrologers believe the ascendant also has a strong bearing on a person's physical appearance and overall health.}
Copied from wikipedia.

So, I'm also kinda Taurus? Perhaps. I can't get over a thing easily. I will think about it over and over, and when everybody finished discussing it, I'll try to mention it again lol. I'm this kind of person. But now I'll try get over it, try to depress the topic, not to bring it out again haha!


Crap, I think this is the end!! Haven't blog in such a good mood for a long time!
Now playing, "Blow me (one last kiss)" Glee version!!! By Marley and Wayne aka Unique!!  Originally by P!nk.
[My head is spinning, so blow me one last kiss!]
Oh, this is also the background song you're hearing right now! If you're still playing the songs, and didn't skip to the next song lol.



Until next post, bah bye everyone!!





Sunday, December 2, 2012

2-12-2012

HELLOOOOOOOOO DECEMBER!!!

OMG It's 2nd December now!
I was wanting to buy a calendar that day, but I think it's slightly too expensive, RM15 for 2013 calender.
Even though I bought the same RM15 2012 calender lol.
I want to find other calender, maybe cuter.
The one I bought for this year is simple and chic.


Chinese paper tomorrow.
Inspiration, please please please, don't dump me tomorrow!!!
Please be with me tomorrow!!

I didn't study again for Chinese.
But I hope I can sleep tight tonight. lol

1 week to our trip!
I'm so exciteddddd!


In fact there's nothing for me to update haha.
Just a post to celebrate December!!




Reread a post I typed last month, the one I revealed my heart.
It's kinda mushy lol!
I don't know should I post it out or not now.    -.-
My courage that time disappeared already!!


There's another memory post, stayed in my draft for almost 1 year already.
Will post it after EA exam. Haha.




Having "Queen Inhyun's Man" on TV now.
I should start watching Korean dramas days ago right?!
OMG Now I think I've wasted so many days.  /.\


Jamuan tomorrow!
Starting from 4pm, games, BBQ etc etc!
I don't remember lah, all I care is BBQ!!!





Sleep tight, may the inspiration be with you tomorrow!!!




 

Friday, November 30, 2012

30-11-2012

Bought the bus tickets to KL!
OMG I drove them to buy the tickets,
but I kept chatting, I didn't focus on the road,
we miss 2 u-turns -.-
End up we went out for 2 hours /.\


Watched [Thanksgiving] episode of Glee.
Hell yeah, they actually did oppa gangnam style on sectionals.
I don't know why Finn want them to do this,
I don't know why is the writer writing like this.
But obviously, this song is not a smart choice.
Tina is the one who sings this song, because she is the only Asian in ND
since Mike graduated already.
But, she can't sing well in this song. Their pronunciation is awful.
Except [ehhh, sexy lady] line, they didn't get other words right mostly.
Even [oppa gangnam style], they pronounce it weirdly.
So as [sarangae], they sang it as [sanangae]. lol
Jenna spent 2 weeks to practice pronunciation of this song.
But the result is not good.  -.-

And Marley, why are you listening to every word Kitty said,
do everything Kitty asked you to do?!
You put your fingers in your throat just to throw out.
Now you even had medicine to loss weight.

Quinn is back, I'm happy.
But she believes in Kitty even though Santana tells her what Kitty had done?
Uh-oh.



Still watching MAMA 2012.
Today is Haha and Byul's wedding as well.
Congratulations!!


I'm not a huge K-pop fans.
So I'm actually had MAMA on TV,
and watched Glee online.
Miss quite a lot of perfomances.
Still waiting for Big Bang's!!



Chinese exam on Monday,
jamuan on Monday,
EA on Thursday,
then SPM is officially ended!


For the PLKN,
I'm in second or third batch.
Not the first though.
Mixed feelings when I saw the results.
Happy, because I can postpone due to study.
Sad, because if after I graduate from college but I still have to go,
I will be embarrassed to dead.
Yea or nay?

Sunday, November 25, 2012

25-11-2012

No exam tomorrow!! Perdagangan on Tuesday though.  =(


I watched Twilight with my little cousin on yesterday!
It was awesome!  omg
I read Daphne's review on that before, she is currently in Australia and she watched it way before us.
She said the ending will be a twist.
OMG I knew that but didn't realize how huge is the twist. Freaking huge and awesome twist.
Definitely worth it.

I'm not a fans of Twilight to be honest.
I'm the kind of person, who wouldn't like anything in trend.
When Twilight was out, Kristen Stewart, Robert Pattinson and Taylor Lautner was so famous,
I didn't have the urge to watch that.
I didn't think I should watch that though.
But since I watched the breaking dawn part 1,so I guess I have to watch part 2 for sure.
Awesome.

I always have a thing about memories. I can't bear any recall plot, like playing the memories.
Even though I only recognize the clips from part 1, but still, I teared.

When the movie ended, I heard a malay girl from the back shouting "Habis dah.."
lol, I know that feel.
I get the exact feel when I watch High School Musical 3.

But now I want to watch every twilight movies.
Perhaps a Twilight marathon?
Will pick a day to do so. =D
I kinda love this movie after I watch the last episode without knowing the previous plot!
lol. I know I'm crazy.  XDD


When we were queueing to buy the tickets, there were Koreans queueing at the next line.
They asked, "Excuse me, can I buy tickets?", or something like that.
Then the staff answered, "Kaunter ini tutup, ini buka." with annoyed voice.
I laughed. Obviously the Koreans didn't understand, because they said, "boya?!"
lol lol lol.
It's so funny to see this scene.

I was happy that I can understand few words.
But only the simplest words, while everyone who watch korean dramas will understand.
But I don't know, I feel very good.
I even translated for my cousin lol!
Though the next words I understand was "oktogae"   "oudi"  "pari pari"




Wechat is an amazing apps.
Wrote something in the bottle, then someone pick it up, and chat with you.
I know a China guy through this.
We chatted quite a lot, as usual, surprised that I can actually speaks chinese,
despite the fact that he visited Malaysia before.  -.-

Maybe because we don't know each other,
I kinda tell him everything lol.
He was surprised when I told him I'm 17,
because I was mature.
I said yeah, I look mature.
But he said no, I chatted like an adult.

Well, can I consider this a compliment?
I bet so. I accept this.




Rewatching iApartment season 3.
Well, I love this show. Funny yet sometimes touchy and romantic.


Watched the newest episode of Glee as well.
Awesome.
They sang some nights by fun.
The bond between them, the team spirit, the friendship, the energy of New Directions,
show in this song.
This is also the first song of the whole new New Directions cast,
so they dressed red, same as the very first song of ND, don't stop believing.





Some nights, I wish that my lips could build a castle
Some nights, I wish they'd just fall off

--Some nights by Fun-- 

Wednesday, November 21, 2012

21-11-2012

Finished science exam is a good thing!
Didn't sleep well yesterday, I can't sleep at all for 1 hour. I just lied on my bed, closed my eyes,
but couldn't fall asleep.
Then I was thinking, was it because I didn't study science AT ALL?
So my heart try to keep me awake so I can study? lol
Maybe I'm thinking too much, at the end I didn't study too.
I read a bit in school this morning.

Finished 35 questions in 30 minutes lol.
Left too many time, sleep!
But turns out I get 33 out of 50. I'm quite satisfy on it since my target was only 30.
Happy!
Yeah!

But when I was brushing my teeth this morning, I suddenly recall of my form 2 science exam.
That time, I sat for the exam while I'm sick. I felt nauseous and dizzy,
the result was terrible. I used to get at least C or B when I was form 2 alright!
But that time I got an D, 40++.

After recalling, I met some troubles lol.
First, I had stomachache before I head out to school.
Then, I felt very dizzy when I was sitting for the exam.
OMG I shouldn't recall anything!! ><


Tomorrow should be public holiday, but have to attend the perdagangan kelas tambahan. /.\
2 hours and half, with PA classes I bet, stressful!
They are so smart, like everybody are scoring for A, while some of us only score for pass.
At least I am. lol
But my target for SPM is at least a C!! I hope I can get at least C in Perdagangan and Economics.
I wouldn't wish for an A 'cause I know I didn't study haha.
I wouldn't wish for anything that is impossible haha.


Left 3 subjects!!!!
C for perdagangan and economics, B for chinese please ><


Gotta sleep now! Tomorrow have to go to school. /.\
Sleep tight and have a nice dream guys!


We don't even have to try,
it's always a good time!
--Good time by Carly Rae Jepsen & Owl City--

Wednesday, November 14, 2012

14-11-2012

Not going to be emo today...maybe hahaha.
At least not now.
I'm in freaking good mood today!! Why? I don't know!
I had makeup on now, but I didn't go anywhere!
Just, you know, I feel like I want to put on makeup, then I did.
Then I realized how dry my face is omg. /.\
You can see the lines even though the foundation is mouse based not powder based.


I want to go to the popular fair so much!
Perhaps go on Friday? Early morning? Tomorrow is public holiday so I think there'll be a lot of people.
Mong told me she saw the biography of Steve Jobs, cost RM50. OMG almost 50% off already!
I always wanted to read that, but I don't know who own it and can lend to me. =(
Instead of trouble others, I rather go and buy one!

We played badminton on last Saturday! Didn't play much lol. Mong was like overactive. XDD
I was kinda guilty over that. I thought I did the wrong decision for asking you to go over there.
I was the one who asked you to go, but ends up you both were unhappy.
I felt bad. =(
Yes, I thought my decision was right at first, but then I started to get panic, I really thought I did the wrong thing.
Hope you guys are okay! I'm sure you will!
We didn't see each other since that day huh.



So many things to buy...so less money to use. lol
I need a base coat for my nails, like right now lol.
My base coat really used up, left like 1 drop of it haha.
Pitiful =((



I did baked rice today!!
OMG I fried the rice with the leftover steamboat ingredients(?) lol.
I had a mini steamboat with my cousins yesterday afternoon.
Then I fried rice with that, including crab stick, hotdogs, a sotong-like thing, white button mushroom.
Then, I used carbonara sauce as the white sauce of baked rice hahaha. The taste is still acceptable though.
Then put some mozzarella cheese! OMG I love that part!
Sprinkle the cheese all over the rice, covered the rice.
Then put into the oven, I put like 180°C, for how long I don't remember because I just take it out when the surface turned brownish.
This is super satisfy. I can't finish it. But then I managed to finish 2/3 of it after 1 hour. Hahaha, took an hour to eat this.


Now, I'm still full. hahaha. Decided to have apples as dinner if I'm hungry later.
Control diet!!
But if I don't eat the apples, the baked rice is my one and only meal today!
Did some errands today so didn't have breakfast before I go out.


-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
1 hour had past since I first type this post.
I had a crazy photo session lol. I took a lot of pictures.
Then removed makeup, bathed.
Now eating apples, ready to watch Running Man later hahaha!
The newest episode!!


Obsessed with korean song, but I don't know a lot of artists. /.\
I just listen to some I like, then keep repeating them.
❤leessang!  Kang Gary omg I love him so much!
A song of PSY with Leessang, year 7 (?) I don't remember its English name but it doesn't matter,
because you can't hear it on YouTube anyway, YG blocked them and replaced the music with other language songs!
If you're using 酷我音乐盒, search for 怎么办 PSY


I watched the EMA on Sunday.
OMG I can't believe Han Geng actually won the worldwide act award!!
I thought Rihanna will get that though! OMG OMG I really can't believe that when Jonas Brothers announced that.
Taylor Swift sang "We are never ever getting back together" at the very end.
I ❤ Taylor Swift!


Alright, I finished 2 apples lol.
Gotta grab my jacket because it's so cold today in my brother's room.
Ready to watch RUNNING MAN!!!




I love you,
baby I'm not a monster
---Monster by Bigbang---



Thursday, November 8, 2012

今天好早就emo了哈哈哈
现在才11点多. 可是我又emo了 =(
电脑headphone port有问题, warranty送厂要2-3个星期. 现在还不到一个星期, 我已经想念你了我亲爱的电脑. 我想念了那可爱的windows 7和desktop的便利贴. 没有便利贴真的很难 =(  卖东西的一些资料都在那边 =(

我..讲出来了也哈哈哈哈
其实没有正面回应.
但是我讲出来了不是
我知道你们知道
只不过等我讲出口
我不讲我不讲  bleh!


嘉慧  你很了解我!
我真的会默默地哭!
我真的会很舍不得很舍不得大家! T.T


今天听了好多次蔡依林的《我》
真的感触很深
公主在演唱会唱的时候也哭了
这首歌是为她量身定做的  她说这唱到她的心坎里去了




今天突然有一个moment  在自我反省.
其实我脾气很差很差
我很容易生气
我脸皮薄, 所以很容易恼羞成怒
我知道这样很扫兴很不好
可是没办法  心情总会突然降到冰点

我很讨厌自私  做作的人
讲到他的事 我胸口真的会有一把火燃烧着
真的很不舒服  真的会生气


水瓶座的缺点  讲话很伤人
我知道  我自己是这样的人
我常常讲话还挺伤人的
我知道我伤了人  我会后悔说出那样的话
可是我开不了口道歉
因为  拉不下面子


我知道我很吵
即使没有人理我  我可以自己一个人在旁边碎碎念
当我很累很想睡的时候 我会开始胡言乱语
我会乱乱说话  乱乱骂人
会弄到别人心情不好

我知道我很粗鲁
一个女生  每天讲粗话 每天乱骂人
可是怎么办 我改不了
有时候不是要骂人 只是说话大声了些
可是我不是故意的
就会莫名其妙的  语气变得很差  很像在骂人

我知道我很笨
很多东西其实我都不知道
你们说我什么都懂
但我其实什么都不懂
有时候很简单很简单的东西  我偏偏不会
数学不好  一直是我觉得很丢脸的东西
明明脑袋可以转  明明会做了就很很顺
明明华人数学很好
可是formula怎样都背不进
不管怎么努力 他就会默默的从记忆里消失
结果只会最简单的set的题目

我知道我记忆力很差很差
真的很差
其实有时候我觉得自己比较懵
谁欠我钱我从来不会记得
东西丢哪里从来不会记得
书本放哪里从来不会记得
常常最后一分钟才来找  越急偏偏越找不到

我知道我很爱抱怨
一点小事我可以念很久
一直在你们耳边像蜜蜂一样嗡嗡作响

我知道我很爱乱花钱
常常花钱买了一些没有用处的东西
不然就是贪新鲜买了
用没几次就乱丢了

我知道我很懒惰
我连自己房间也很懒惰整理
功课很少自己做的

我知道我很偏科
除了英文  其他一概不理不care
成绩出来就是惨不忍睹

我知道我很丢脸
当年M班的人就数我最差了吧
曾经引以为傲 小学6年都是第一班
现在却在中后段班
成绩也比当年差了好多好多
现在甚至跟一个H班的人同班
对不起了曾经M班的人  我丢了M班好大的脸 =(

我知道我很贱
常常说 "这个你也不懂?!" "你很笨!" "你很白痴!"
说这些话都是不好的我知道
很抱歉如果对你说过这些话

我知道我很容易emo
然后你们就会想尽办法讲笑话 乱讲话来弄我笑
真的很抱歉
可是  水瓶座  最容易情绪低落



我很虚伪
明明一点都不坚强
可是却还要强装坚强

明明很在意自己身材
可是还要装出一副不care的样子



每个女生心里头 都会住着一个小女孩
这个小女孩 很可爱 很萌 很糊涂
有些女生 会选择把这个小女孩完全释放
有些女生 会选择把这个小女孩释放出来一点点
而我 选择完全封闭
因为我知道 我不适合这样
大只的女生 比较严肃 比较坚强
卖萌装可爱 别人只会说你很恶心
对于一个小学就被同学叫ah bui的人来说  卖萌完全不适合我


明明很care
却要装随和

我不知道我的脑袋到底是怎么运作的
怎么可以运作成这个样子

人前欢笑 可以跟你一起笑得很开心
但是心里却在叹息

看过一本深雪的小说, 人生拍卖会
一个主角  绿璐
从误降凡间开始  每天都在叹息
总感觉自己与这个世界没有心灵联系



我心里  怎么都在叹息?



一篇反省自己的文
哈哈哈
其实还有很多没有写
暂时还想不到哈哈哈
脑袋又空了


是不是记忆不好的人
真的比较快乐?



我要快乐.



“當退去光鮮外表 當我卸下睫毛膏
脫掉高跟鞋的腳 是否還能站得高
當一天掌聲變少 可還有人對我笑
停下歌聲和舞蹈 我是否重要

我鏡子裡的她 好陌生的臉頰
哪個我是真 哪個是假
我用別人的愛定義存在 怕生命空白
卻忘了該不該讓夢掩蓋當年那女孩
假如你看見我 這樣的我
膽怯又軟弱
會閃躲 還是說 你更愛我

當一天舞台變小 還有誰把我看到
莫非是我不夠好 誰會來擁抱
我鏡子裡的她 好陌生的臉頰
哪個我是真哪個是假
我用別人的愛定義存在 怕生命空白
卻忘了該不該讓夢掩蓋當年那女孩
假如你看見我 這樣的我
膽怯又軟弱
會閃躲 還是說 你更愛我”

---我---蔡依林

 

8-11-2012

Heyyyyy!!!!
After today's mathematic paper, we're officially on a one week holidays!! Awesome!!

Monday was Bahasa Malaysia, well, the tips didn't spot on at all. But luckily I didn't study much. I was memorizing the latar masa, tempat and masyarakat and thanks God it came out latar masa and nilai kemanusiaan! This is my first time answering novel section lol.
I memorized the opening of essay at the morning, during exam, I was like, "omg what's next line?!" I can't remember! But then I realize the question I was going to write is too hard for me. I can't think of any points.
So, I wrote the number 5 instead! Story! I'm really ONLY good at writing sotires. *sobs*

Tuesday was my favourite English. To be honest, I didn't study at all. I even watched Running Man on Monday's night lol.
I went into the room with completely blank mind! Then I wrote directed writing first as I always do so. Informal letter, totally different with the tips saying article or report hahaha. Tips are really unbelievable this time!
For the continuous writing, as usual, number 4! Story again!
I wrote a teacher is going to transfer to Penang, and we organized a farewell tea party for him. I wrote like 11 pages, with spacing after every line hahaha.
When I put up my hand for paper, everyone was looking at me even though I'm sitting at the back hahaha.
My hand is freaking sore and I have to look at the time when I was writing. I'm so afraid to run out of time. I didn't even have time to read my essay again. =(
The teacher in my class that day, I think she is a English teacher as well. Because she will stop by people's table and read their essays! She read mine too! But everytime when she stop by me, I was always writing the last sentence of the page. After finish writing, I think she is still reading. So I don't know can I flip to next page or not hahaha.

Yesterday, history! Didn't study at all!!! Hahaha. I know the answer has came out but I think I don't want to look at it. Why should I look at it when I know I will fail it? hahaha

Today, mathematics. Alright I tried my best. My neck is freaking sore too but I'm so happy because maths has over!!


Now, I have to spend my whole week holiday nicely hahaha. I think I will take a nice long nap for sure. Then I want to watch Running Man!!


5 more subjects to go. =D


On Tuesday, once I got into my mum's car, I said I wouldn't get A for English anymore. =(
The KBKK question of novel and reading comprehension are confusing me.
For the novel, the question asked AN event that makes you angry and reasonS. I wrote 4 events and reasons. =(
At first I was wondering why was the question writing "makes". Why is there a "s"? But then I ignore it and proceed to write my 4 events.
Azreen and Madhuri, I'm afraid I can only get points from your synopsis. T.T

I really think my A flew away again T.T




Going to karaoke with Eunice and Hui Woon! RELAX TIME!!!



I have a confession to make. But who can I tell? I'm so afraid to say it out. =((




New Glee episode comes out tonight! It's been a month and I miss it so much =((



[栅栏间隙偷窥你], 蔡依林新专辑[Muse]里头的一首歌. 很喜欢她的唱腔, 很可爱很俏皮的感觉哈哈哈. 歌词也很俏皮!
公主永远是最棒的 ❤

有一次在懵家的时候, 他妈妈在看浪漫满屋2. 感觉很好看很好笑, SPM结束后就要看这部戏!
接触running man有慢慢喜欢韩剧! 以前就有在看, 只是不会去追, 知道有新戏可是不会想要去看. 都只看8频道和U频道播的那种家庭剧. 现在比较想看韩国偶像剧!




"我鏡子裡的她 好陌生的臉頰
哪個我是真 哪個是假
我用別人的愛定義存在 怕生命空白
卻忘了該不該讓夢掩蓋當年那女孩
假如你看見我 這樣的我
膽怯又軟弱
會閃躲 還是說 你更愛我"
---我by蔡依林---

Saturday, November 3, 2012

Graduated.

Finally, we've graduated, even though we still need to sit for the SPM next Monday, lol.
But, we're graduated.

Thursday, I've already mentally prepared. When everyone was shaking hands with teachers, omg when I saw the scene I wanted to cry already. But I held on haha.
Then it's our turn. Once I saw Pn Nik Rozita, omg I cried already and she was only the second or third teacher!
She was our moral teacher for 3 years, but I never paid attention to her class moreover we always skipped Monday's moral class. But she tried very hard. Once she was our replacement teacher, she called me out. She asked me to sit down, then she asked me, what problem did I meet on moral. Because I failed every times this year. She said she really want to help me to pass.
She was so good, but we didn't cherish. =(

Then, Pn Intan, who was our history teacher. Omg she was so funny, she kept yelling, "Jawab soalan KBKK tau!" hahaha!
I never pass my history too, but still, thank you.

The next teacher who made me cried like a baby was Pn Radiah. She was our science teacher, as well as our class teacher.
She was the funniest teacher I've ever met, have you seen a teacher who will doze when her students are sitting for exams during assembly?!  Haha!
But she was also the nicest teacher. She said, " Chua, nak study tau. Awak ada otak punya, mesti boleh dapat A!"
Omg I cried so much! She always been nice to us, she never scolded us, but we also didn't pay attention to her class too.

Sorry lah cikgu, science saya selalu tak pass punya.

Then other teachers didn't really make me cry haha.

We went to the office to look for Ms Cheong, the prettiest teacher in school as well as our English teacher.
We took a photo with her too.
Ms Cheong, thank you for these 2 years. I know our class as very hard to teach because every time when you ask a question in class, usually you wouldn't get reply from us. Thank you for your understanding and sorry if we did any wrong.


After all those like thanksgiving thing, we went to our exam room, got our tables and wrapped them. We did clean the classroom as well, I was saying that we never been that hardworking to clean our classroom but now we're cleaning others haha.
Helped Malay girls to get the teacher's table outta classroom, but someone came and help me instead. Haha, and thank you!
I wiped the windows. Omg the dusts made me cough. >< 


Finally, our secondary school life came to an end. It's our last school day. Can't bear with everything. I was hoping to go back to 5EA1 again but we didn't. We should've done it, it's our last year, and that classroom had accompanied us for 1 year.




说实在的, 哪个女生不向往恋爱?! 只是自己会自卑.
我是三无女生吖.
要身材没身材.
要样貌没样貌.
要成绩没成绩.

自卑感, 所以从来不敢谈这个话题.
但是, 还是会向往的.
哈哈哈哈哈. 感觉自己在讲一个笑话.
自卑感, 真的很恐怖.
它会让你害怕面对一切,  即使你有机会拥有,
但是那可恨的自卑感可能会毁了一切.



5EA1, I love you guys!!!!!


SPM fighting!!

Wednesday, October 31, 2012

30-10-2012

Mong will kill me if she see this post. I just back from her house, I said I want to sleep right away but ends up I'm surfing internet, and blogging now lol.


Graduation really sadden me. I mean, I know after SPM, we still have to go to KL. But, the mind of graduation really can't be get ridden.
I don't want to cry on the last day of SPM, I will think of the trip to KL right after finish the exam.
But I can't promise that I won't cry at the last day of trip.

Once we graduate, I won't hear some crazy laughing sound from the back which make me turn and stare at them.
Once we graduate, I won't get asked a lot of English questions anymore.
Once we graduate, we won't gather together and share gossips anymore.

Oh God, I just so don't want to leave this class.
A lot of memories too.

I want to keep them till the graduation day. Once we finish SPM, I will come out with a long post with a lot of things, maybe lol.
I hope that will be touching, because I know I will definitely cry while blogging.
But for now, focus on SPM.



Will bake a cake tomorrow!!!!!
OMG Finally I can bake a decent cake!!
The cake I made before was with rice cooker, there's recipe for rice cooker cake lol.
But tomorrow we will bake with oven, at Mong's house!!

Today in Mong's house, omg my name was called a lot of times.
Wtf, keep playing with my name. -.-



6 days till SPM.
FIGHTING. ❤

Saturday, October 27, 2012

27-10-2012

Didn't update much recently. I spent most of my time in Mong's house. /.\
During no school day, I will wake up at around 10, then 11 will have to go Mong's house. Until 11pm, back home, browse Facebook, check emails, browse 9gag, jbtalks and blog, then sleep. Because I'm too tired, didn't have time to update my dearest blog.

Today is Saturday! I'm so happy because no need to study on weekends! But nightmare start next week.  -.-

Study study study. Mum, I'm really studying at Mong's house. We did browse internet, we did gossip. But our main aim is study. What can I do if I stay at home? Internet internet internet. I don't have the motivation to study at home.
Even though I didn't do much at Mong's house, but at least I did manage to finish 2 essays and some exercises.
We are studying, for SPM. I'm not playing. Unlike bro, who didn't care about his PMR at all.

Everyone are talking about future. My future? I have no idea at all. Where to study, what to study.


Next Friday will be our graduation day. OMG. I will cry my heart out.
I cry easily recently. Too stressful from SPM? Can't bear to leave friends?
I don't know what my heart is thinking, but my tears are wayyy toooooo much.
I will cry when I read some touching friendship thing.

People will lost contact once they graduate. I'm really afraid of this.
I love 5EA1 too much. It's like the best year of secondary school years, though 2KP3 was amazing too, lol.
I have to prepare tons of tissues on Friday for sure, or just bring a towel! lol!



Didn't get much sleep recently. Veryyyyy tired><




I realized I used the word "recently" pretty much in this post haha!








Graduation? Damn. Teary day.


24th October, 3 days ago was High School Musical day. I actually forgot it omg. I didn't realize until I saw Lucas Grabeel's instagram. He posted the picture of the wildcat class ring. But I saw it on 25th.
How careless am I, claimed myself the High School Musical lover, yet forgot the HSM day. How could I?!




I tend to write a lot of crap at the end of the post!!!!



SPM, fighting!

Wednesday, October 17, 2012

17-10-2012

Skipped school today! Had breakfast at Bukit Indah lol. Was meant to have dim sum, but the shop was closed so went to a "mee hoon kueh" shop, but not nice at all. My bro even didn't full after finish a bowl of noodles. =((

Back to Taman U, went to the "big pasar" to buy fruits! Bought a half watermelon and a pineapple for Mong! Bought sugar cane water too!

Then went to Mong's house, eating, studying, gossiping, eating, studying, gossiping. This is our routine lol!

After dinner, Mong decided to do makeup on us. We did scissors paper stone to decide who go first. I was the first, but I said, "Everyone can draw the last one's face!" Eunice was shocked and she wanted to be the first because she was the last lol!

I'm the third, came after Esther. Tang Tang was the forth while Mong was the last because she had to do ours first lol.

This is my first time, that someone doing makeup for me. Even though I did the foundation and lipstick myself, but Mong did my eyeliner, brow and highlighting and contouring.
This is also my first time seeing someone using shimmering eyeshadow to contour!



#Because the foundation was SPF30++, so it made Eunice looks pale under flash light of camera.






#I looked scary though lol. Wtf with the tongue?! ><


Here comes our makeup artist, Wen Wen aka Ms Mong!






I did a little candid shot when everyone were doing too lol. This is what you will see when the room filled with only girls: CAMERA/PHONE EVERYWHERE! AND THE FLASH LIGHT WON'T STOP TOO! Everyone were just kept taking pictures.


#lol, didn't apply the lipstick in inner side of lips. ><


We did had some group photos. But some of them were in Mong's phone, some were in Tang Tang's iPad. I forgot to get from them. ><


I did edit every photos above. But only filter! Nothing else because I don't know how to do them even though I have photoshop in my laptop. /.\
I'm not even using it, I used Meitu Xiuxiu to edit.



Did happen a funny thing in Mong's house, but I don't think I should say it out right?!
So, I'll just keep mute! But, omg that's extremely funny!


My eyes were so puffy ><


Will going to school tomorrow!
Gotta take photo tomorrow morning before going to school wtf. Because the photos we sent for yearbook was rejected! We have to send photos that we're wearing school uniform. /.\
How ridiculous is this rule?! 

18 days left.


5EA1, let's make a promise.
Travel together in 2014. Even though just in Malaysia.
That will be our gathering.
What I'm afraid is, someone will forget us><
I hope everyone's memory will be better, at least don't forget us T.T

I will note that down. I will be the organizer. =D




We meet almost everyday except weekend after school now. Studying studying studying.
No matter how lazy you are, you have to study at least from right now.
SPM is unlike PMR, PMR was just an exam which will determine your form 4 class.
But SPM, says it all. It is the thing that decide your future. FUTURE.




Aquarius, even though you look strong outside, but deep-down-inside, you're gentle.
=D




Sunday, October 14, 2012

I'm a makeup artist!

Hey hey hey! I'm a makeup artist today!!!!

Dora had to attend a wedding today, she asked me to do her makeup! OMG I'm so honoured!
I thought it was at her house at first, but turned out in Bukit Indah. @@
She said I can take taxi, then they will pay for my taxi fares.
But my mum said she want to send, since she insisted, so she sent me!
We had a hard time to find the location@@
Turned out it was just nearby my mum's friend's house. /.\

Finally arrived there, did her grandma's makeup first. I know I did a bad job because I saw her auntie wipe off her face afterwards. =(
Sorry that the foundation was too pale, I don't have darker shade since my foundation only fits my shade.
Then I did Dora's. OMG I'm so freaking nervous when I was doing her makeup because she was a pro back then! But now she said she don't know how to do anymore, so she asked for my help.
Well, I did foundation, blush, eyeshadow, eyeliner, mascara and lip.

When I first took this offer, I didn't thought I have to do eye makeup as well because I can't even do my own properly moreover others!
But yesterday when Eunice was here, I did her eyeliner and I think I did a nice job so I do Dora's as well.
I know I messed up when I'm applying eyeliner. I used solone liquid eyeliner.
My hand was trembling!! OMGGGG
I wanted to do thin line but ended up quite thick. /.\ And I think I didn't do the both eyes balanced.

Overall, I think I did just okay, with the eyeliner. But Dora kept saying she is satisfied.
She sent me a text just now, saying she received compliments and she was very satisfied.
OMG THANK YOU SO MUCH!!
I know even though if I did a bad job, you will still say the same thing because you don't want to hurt me. lol
But still, this is a very hugeeeee compliment to me!

Thank you Dora for letting me be a makeup artist!!
This, is my dream. Now I'm taking a huge step to it.
I won't give up this dream. In future, when I get a job, I've earned enough money, I will definitely go and take professional makeup course and be a part time makeup artist!

I forgot to take a picture of Dora. =(
That's my masterpiece! This is my honour!
Dora you're my first customer!! lol



After finished my job, I went back to Taman U, and when my parents were buying things, I stayed at car and did candid lol.
 #Fake smile. The lips are tight and my eyes are huger than normal lol.

#Real smile. Just think of something funny and smile and snap. Teeth are shown and eyes are smaller (or my normal size).lol




I drove my dad's car today. He brought me to the industrial area, then I drove a bit. He said I drive like my mum, step on the gas pedal more than the brake pedal lol.
Because my mum and my dearest Ms Mong drive the same way! 
Their persamaan: their gas pedal and brake pedal ratio is 7:3. lol
I have to step on the brake pedal harder!!
But auto car is so much easier than the manual ones, even though it is just a waja.  /.\



Obsessed with Glee version of [Chasing Pavements], acoustic version of [Teenage Dream], [3], [Mine]. They are so nice! Rachel and Broody's version of [Give your heart a break] is not bad as well.


I wrote something in my microsoft word. It's something like, my heart lol. Novel-like version of course lol. Just 2 pages. Maybe I'll post it in future?!
But right now, it's like a secret. Maybe when I graduate!
Alright, my graduate gift to my blog will be that piece of secret.

For those who may come to my house and use my laptop again, I will definitely lock that with password so you guys won't get to open it!!! lol


I think I'm naughty lol.  But never mind, no one care lol.



Aquarius is the most kind horoscope lol!! I'm kind!


Friday, October 12, 2012

11-10-2012

Obsessed with horoscope analysis these few days. Kept reading a lot of them. Some of them are extremely accurate to me, some of them are funny to me. Here's one that I think quite accurate to me.
 
水瓶座:水瓶座聪明只用在自己喜欢的学科上,对于没兴趣的课本,他们是翻都不想翻。所以他们通常是偏科比较严重的,对于脑袋如此灵光的他们,一般是理科比较擅长,对于要背诵的文科,深感厌烦,不愿接触。


Aquarius: Only study the subjects that they like. For the subjects they don't like, they don't bother to look at them at all.


I AM. I only study English! ><




Ms Mong had already made a schedule for us, study study study. We will gather together to study almost everyday in November. OMGGG
Head pain when I saw the timetable. Just kill me, will you?!


I'm really a lazy girl. Aquarius is a lazy horoscope too, I only knew that today when I read an analysis.
I don't like study!
I like getting knowledge outside of school. I really don't like to study textbook. It's boring!


But SPM is just around the corner, I think I can't waste time more isn't? Have to really get up to study.








Our class is filled with pink aura now. Eunice and I try hard to not to be a pintu! lol
We are using 5SN2's classroom this week, which is the cabin D. Just nearby the canteen. Everyday, the period before recess time is definitely no teacher. I don't know why, but no teacher comes. So our class was like having party! They just went to canteen and buy food and drinks, come back then eat. Some even took out phone!


The laziness of me had been growing since I was 9. How can I get rid of it all of sudden?! =((




When you see me quiet in class, I'm only sleepy or nothing to say, not because I'm emo! OMG I am not emotional!! Moreover relationship problem? wtf. Not in relationship, where does the problem come? lol.



Congratulations! You two have to be happy! Cute couple you two!




Skipping school tomorrow. ><
Have been a good student this week, attending every day. But we decided to skip tomorrow lol.




Aquarius, is the number one horoscope who can live single happily. =D






Should I give up, 
or should I just keep chasing pavements?
--Chasing Pavements by Adele--

Sunday, October 7, 2012

6-10-2012

2:40am.
Watched 3 episodes of Glee, 1 episode of Running Man today.

I finally get to watch 2nd, 3rd and 4th episode of Glee today. The [breakup] episode, omg I cried my heart out. After so many things and challenges, Finn and Rachel still break up.  Klaine as well, Blaine cheated on Kurt is really shocked and when he sang [teenage dream], omg so sad. It's a totally different version with the Warbler's version.
Brittana break up as well, Santana and Brittany can't survive a long-distance relationship.
Very sad episode. =(

I don't know how to watch the remain episodes while it's only 4 until now. I mean, everything had changed! Finchel, Klaine, Brittana, everyone had broke up. No couples anymore in Glee club now. I still haven't see Mike, Quinn, Mercedes even though their name appear on the script. Puckerman only returned for like less than 5 minutes, just to speak with Jake. wtf?!

Running Man, as funny as usual hahaha. I watched the 1-4-2012. Still a long way to catch up with the newest I know, but I'm not that obsess anymore. In fact I don't really watch any show or even YouTube online now. Because my headphone port broken! It can't sense the headphone.
When I watch English videos, I tend to use headphone because I want to listen to them. But now it's kinda broken so I don't watch that much anymore.


Yeah, watched the Shila Amzah's full performances on YouTube just now. This is my first time to watch her every performance. She is amazing! She indeed deserve it, and indeed the proud of Malaysia.




其实单身很好.
单身了17年了哈哈哈
至少不会像身边的朋友那样, 为这个为那个烦.

但是某人 XDD
你真的要想清楚哦.
我知道你不想错过 也不想选错
表面看起来  其实很有可能他是为了我们乱说话而这样
但是他心里面 谁知道?
他虽然表面很幼稚  可能心里很成熟?
不能凡事只看表面.
错过了  可能就没机会了


我表面很成熟  但其实我心里还挺幼稚的==
只是表现出来都是成熟的一面! 哈哈



SPM is really stress me out. But I still don't have the motivation to study. Why?!!

Sitting for second driving test on Monday. It was holiday on Monday, but I have to go Perling at 6am, learn driving again to prevent fail again==. Then start to wait to test at 8am. OMG Isn't it too early?!
Even earlier than my school day! But I have no choice. T.T
I have to do well, I don't want to waste money and time anymore. Driving lessons really stress me out!

Aigu~ Stress!!!


I shall sleep early. Study with friends at 2pm, going to JPO with mum at evening maybe. I know I won't buy anything but just go for a walk. I will just wear t-shirts, shorts and slip into my flip-flop and go.



Why don't I want to slim down?  I get asked this question few times this year.
Not that I didn't try. Just, I don't see any effect on me.
Instead of keep bugging others, or keep saying "omg I'm fat, I want to die" blah blah blah,
I choose another way.
Embrace myself.
I embrace how I look like, I embrace everything of myself. Indeed, sometimes I will think, "walao eh, why am I so fat?!"
But this mind won't stay for too long. I know maybe I will keep in this shape for my whole life, so I choose to embrace myself.

To some of you, maybe will think I'm running away from the question or run away from the truth. No I'm not.
Maybe some of you will think that I didn't do any effort.
You wouldn't know how much money and time and effort that my parents and me had put on. This is all because of my gene. I have to accept it.
I can't get my blood out and change other's blood so that I can get rid of the fat gene right?
If I have to live on like this for 50 or 60 years more, I will definitely choose to live happily over live depressedly.
So, I EMBRACE MYSELF!


Alright then, it's 3:40am now. I have to sleep now! Bye Bye!

p/s: I liked to report time on my blog lol. Almost every post, I'll say what's the date or the time wtf lol.



You go talk to your friends talk to my friends talk to me.
But we, are never ever ever ever, getting back together.
-We are never ever getting back together by Taylor Swift-