Tuesday, May 29, 2012

还是..放不下..天使街23号..

我还是忍不住, 上网搜索了天使街的事情.
搜索了番外篇, 没有一个明确的答案.
却意外地在百度知道那里, 看到了书评.
读着读着, 眼泪也掉了.
只有真正读过天使街的人才读得懂这些书评.
只有真正爱天使街的人, 才会知道为什么我读着读着会掉泪.
这一切的一切, 都是因为一个很俗套的字, 爱!
只能说, 我还是放不下天使街的结局.

这3篇书评, 我觉得写的很好.
这是一个天使街书评比赛的作品.
貌似分别是前面3名.
第一篇, 深深敲击我的心,
仿佛所有回忆, 都回来了..



——天使在我心·纪念《天使街23号》

天使街是一个永恒的瞬间,如今,天使离我们远去,天使街的镜头戛然停止,但天使街的故事仍在继续着,永恒地继续着…… 

苏佑慧有些双重性格,完美的外表下有些做作与自私的成分,她太怕伤害别人,却又怕被伤害,可以这样说,苏佑慧的性格注定了她的结局。 

散发着淡淡青草气息的李哲羽王子引起了一场很大的争议。的确,李哲羽的性格基调是温柔,其它小说中也不乏这种性格的男生,但那些往往并没有带给我们很大的感触,李哲羽这个人物的成功,大概可以概括为两点:一是凌驾于温柔之上的沉稳以及一点点的幽默;二是因为妮殿可能本意是把金月夜设为第一男主角,这使得李哲羽没有太多的出场机会,而正是这一点是李哲羽的魅力直线上升,因为温柔的男生一旦言语过多,就会使人产生一种厌烦感,至少在小说里是这样。这可能是人们很难想到的,也应该是最终格局形成的潜在原因之一。 

至于永远的主角薄荷恶魔金月夜,天使与恶魔的混合性格在他的身上飘忽不定。在我的生活圈里,喜欢李哲羽的朋友大部分是因为“金月夜只会欺负自己喜欢的人”,而喜欢金月夜的朋友大部分是因为“李哲羽太温柔了”。有些戏剧性的是,在支持各自的所好后,我们竟情不自禁地越陷越深,这是偶然的,还是必然的? 

天使街最后的结局,在我看来,并不算是一个悲剧。因为天使街的故事并没有结束,总会有追求成功的一刻,苏佑慧也会有自己的选择,毕竟,一个正常人,不会就这样在伤感中终了一生吧。 

天使街最大的遗憾,和麻雀一样,第一部的出版时间太早了。我在注意到它的时候,天3已经出版很长一段时间了,后来天4出版的时候,书店进回了前面几部,可是偏偏又缺了天3,我是个追求完美的人,一套书必须买全,最终的结局是一本也没买,麻雀也是。希望以后妮殿出得集中一点,行么? 

让天使成为一个梦境,一个永不会醒来的梦境。 

从开始看《天使街23号》到现在,一直都觉得结局也许是苏佑慧和金月夜在一起,尽管喜欢的是李哲羽。但是,始终觉得金月夜才是真正的男主角。 

 一边是犹如恶魔一般的他,而另一边是仿似天使的他。美丽的佑慧公主像在大海中久久徘徊,犹犹豫豫却不知道该游向哪一边海岸。最终,她并没有选择谁,因为无论选择哪一个,都会深深地伤害另一个,她不忍。 

而当白苏姬知道凌晨炫是她的堂弟,当凌晨炫知道白苏姬是崔启圣的女儿,两个人的心都碎了。为了忘却这一切,她选择主动离开,离开这一个盛满欢乐和忧伤的地方。而唯一一对情侣,丘晓影和凌晨炫也在一起了。 

看完大结局后,我很想哭,为苏佑慧、金月夜、李哲羽而哭,为凌晨炫、白苏姬、丘晓影而哭。可是,心却仿佛被什么堵住了似的,怎么也哭不出来。这是不是就是所谓的太过悲伤而哭不出来呢? 

天使街的故事和人都太唯美了。“明德三娇”,“崇阳三大天王”,既有天使又有恶魔……这一切的一切都是这么近乎完美,美得让人仿佛置身于幸福的天境,永远也不想逃脱出来。 

可是,在享受这一切的同时,又有没有人从横横间间的文字当中,体会郭妮写这些故事的用意呢? 她或许想告诉我们的,不是如此唯美的校园故事中的梦幻,也不是如此凄美的结局里的哀伤,而是一些发人深省的道理。 

她也许是想告诉人们,无论遇到什么样的困难和挫折,只要胸怀一颗不断上进的心,就不会有战胜不了的困难。 

看看那个外表美丽的佑慧公主,即使遇到再大的挫折也要坚强地面对;看看那个恶魔一般的金月夜,从小就被家族抛弃,没有可靠的亲人,却宁愿牺牲自己的一切也不让好朋友卷入奸人的设计当中;看看天使一般的李哲羽,外表温柔却内心坚强,为了好朋友的生活,他愿意放弃自己成年后的自由;再看看凌晨炫、白苏姬、丘晓影,他们都为了自己和别人,努力使自己坚强起来…… 

这么看来,结局也许并不重要了,重要的也许是过程。他们成长的过程,也是我们羽毛渐丰的过程。 

天使街的故事虽然唯美,但是却清晰地呈现了一条充满欢乐、悲伤、离合和荆棘的成长之路。纵然这条道路上会有许多我们料想不到的困难和挫折,可是它却是唯一一条通往成长的道路。战胜这些困难的同时,带给我们的幸福,一定回比在顺境中成长时更多更美丽。 

看天使街只是出于意外,只是一个偶然。但我怎么也没想到一个偶然引出了我和天使街23号的渊源。 

在过去的一年,天使街陪伴我走过那寂寞的12个月。在过去的12个月,书中的六个孩子陪伴我一起成长,与我一起欢笑流泪。 

苏佑慧,一个自认为天下无敌的女生,在碰上金月夜和李哲羽后,变得像一个白痴,在爱情面前手足无措。不懂得去爱,不懂得珍惜别人的爱,像个白痴一样接受羽对她的爱。在学习方面她或许很厉害,可在爱情上连晓影也比不上。再次遇见童年的小武,一不小心又伤害了两个最爱她的男生。傻瓜一样的苏佑慧。 

金月夜,一个有着天使外貌的恶魔。从一开始我就不喜欢他,不喜欢他的自以为是,不喜欢他欺负苏佑慧这样的单纯的女生。虽然他的一切伪装只为了不让别人看出他心底里的痛。我无法理解他在骄傲的外表下的孤独的心,我读不懂这样一个男生。 

李哲羽,一个很温暖的名字。喜欢他,喜欢他咖啡色的眼睛,喜欢他温柔的微笑,喜欢他的尾戒,喜欢他的一切一切。我为这样一个完美的人流过眼泪,也是我第一次为一个男生流眼泪,即使是书中的一个角色。我想我是喜欢上他,喜欢上这的折断翅膀的天使了。光良的《童话》里有这样一句歌词:“我愿变成童话里,你爱的那个天使,张开双手,变成翅膀守护你……”我想羽就是这个天使,张开自己的翅膀永远守护着佑慧。 

白苏姬,一个敢爱敢恨的万人迷。虽然是白凝的女儿,却有着白凝没有的疯狂。写着自己独特的生活篇章。虽然每次见网友都失败,却仍然再接再厉,力争找到自己的Mr. Right。当她遇上凌晨炫,她和他成为了一对欢喜冤家,打打骂骂,却有着爱情的甜蜜。当她知道她和凌晨炫是两兄妹,又毅然的离开。 

凌晨炫,一个头脑少根筋的男生,没有金月夜的智慧,也没有的李哲羽的温柔,却有着为朋友两肋插刀的精神,讲义气,讲正义,一个新时代的好男生。 

丘晓影,六个人中最单纯的孩子。没有城府,喜欢凌晨炫,就表达在行动上;苏姬喜欢凌晨炫也不恨她,继续为爱争取。伤心时只要吃上一个雪糕就没事了。虽然她不是很美丽,也不是很聪明,可是她却是六人中最看得透的人,也是最让人心疼的人。她是书中没有爱情的人,不过她有友情。我坚信晓影一定会找到真爱,即使不知道是什么时候。 

六个孩子的故事,六个孩子成熟的过程,六个孩子的爱,陪伴我走到今天。天使街已经写完了,他们的故事也告一段落了,但他们仍然在谱写自己的未来。夏天已经过去,一年已经过去,现在才发现他们已经成为我生活的一部分。 

曾经以为世界很美,没人流眼泪。吹熄蜡烛许的心愿,全都会实现。原来的我怀念从前,是因为太留恋。懵懂的岁月中只收藏了简单的想念。我愿相信时间倒退,记忆的最美。合起双手,闭上双眼,再许下心愿。在某一天回到从前,让他们都出现。当他们没改变,让时钟停在那年的夏天。六个孩子与我的故事也停留在那个夏天。 

 成长依然继续,但多了他们的陪伴…… 






 ——读《天使街23号》有感 

初读郭妮的小说,是同学的推荐。当时同学把书夸得天花乱坠,我就不相信,真有这么好?可是看了之后,惊讶极了:原来同学真的所言不假! 

 一本好书,是可以把人给吸引住,是可以把书中的人物刻画得生动形象,是可以让人看了会情不自禁地流下眼泪,是让人关上书,闭上眼睛都会回想书中的情景,是静下心来耳畔还会响起书中的话语,是让看过的人茶余饭后都会讨论的话题,是你嘴巴里赞叹不绝的词汇……这些,郭妮做到了,在《天使街23号》里我们看到了。 

大多人写书,无非是男女主角经过挫折后相爱,要不就是灰姑娘与王子的稀世奇缘,都是些老套的青春爱情小说,而郭妮的小说《天使街23号》就不同了,它并不是想向大家展现校园爱情的美好,而是向我们展现了六个人的青春历程。 

而书中的六个人物:苏佑慧,金月夜,李哲羽,白苏姬,凌晨炫,丘哓影,他们有的是三角恋,有的是朋友之情。可是郭妮并没有把故事写得很美满,这里面没有任何真心相爱的一对最后是有好结局的。也许大家觉得很可惜,也许大家觉得很失望,也许大家觉得很气愤,但是写到这里,结局已经不是那么重要了,重要的是书中人物的成长,他们在成长中的挫折,和他们炼就的勇气与毅力。 

苏佑慧,生活在真实与虚幻的世界里,没有主张,不知道自己爱的究竟是谁。金月夜,一个失去父母,总是用微笑掩饰一切悲伤。李哲羽,为了自己心爱的人可以牺牲自己,却在友情和爱情之间徘徊。这是最凄惨的三角恋,最悲伤的三角恋,最沉默的三角恋。 

金月夜和李哲羽两个王子的出现,就像暗夜里的一丝曙光,照亮了苏佑慧的人生。我们在郭妮优美的文笔下,陶醉在令人流连忘返的甜蜜世界,与主人公一起哭,一起笑,一起皱眉头,一起揪心,一起为两个都对自己好的人无法抉择。 
一次次的欺骗,一次次的分离,一次次的无奈,一次次的牺牲,无疑的,这是一个悲惨的成长故事,
一个爱与友情的抉择,一个凄美的爱情故事。无奈,又催人泪下:苦涩,又那么甜蜜。 

《天使街23号》,正如郭妮所说的,是一个关于抉择的故事,一个无法抉择的抉择。当李哲羽为苏佑慧牺牲的时候,当金月夜为保护苏佑慧而欺骗她时,当苏佑慧明白所有事情真相时,当金月夜、李哲羽、苏佑慧三人在星镇记忆海前沉默时,当看到第五部最后的“全剧终”时,我的泪悄悄地流过脸颊,冰冰的,凉凉的,疼在心间…… 

当看到最后的后记时,看到郭妮的真情话语时,我忽然想起,《天使街23号》已经陪伴了我走过了一年的时光,它就犹如暗夜里的一丝曙光,照亮了我的生活。这一年里,有过成功的喜悦,失败的沮丧,遇到挫折的努力,坚持不懈的毅力。我还曾经有了放弃的念头,可是我想到了郭妮,想到了还未出完的《天使街23号》,想到了所有人对我的关心,我坚持着,努力着,终于走到了今天这一步,我终于看到了《天使街23号》的成功完结,终于伴着郭妮走过了这艰难一年,伴着《天使街23号》——引领文学青春狂潮的颠峰之作,创下了全系列狂售180万册畅销神话的天才之作走过了多少的风风雨雨。如今,《天使街23号》已经成功完结,但是她的故事。会伴随着我们,走过今后的每一天…… 

之后,郭妮又创作了《麻雀要革命》、《恶魔的法则》、《壁花小姐奇遇记》,还有未上市的《再见苏菲斯》。我相信,有了郭妮的支持,有了《天使街23号》的鼓励,就像有了暗夜里的一丝曙光,今后的生活,我一定会坚持下去,强忍心中的泪水,咬咬牙,拍拍自己的胸脯,大声地对自己说:“郭妮是和我们一起的!” 《天使街23号》——暗夜里的一丝曙光,让我明白了什么是挫折,什么是努力,什么是坚持,什么是自信,什么是毅力,什么是成功…… 






——天使在我心/懵懂 

梦境中,天使展开雪白的羽翼,飞向了那看不见尽头的天际。 

想留住些什么,最终也只是无力地垂下手。 

再次抬头,天使已经远去,只留下几片纯白的羽毛,缓缓地,缓缓地,飘落…… 

伸出手,落入掌心,似乎还带着温热…… 

睁开眼,回想梦境中的种种,竟觉如此真实。 

这才察觉脸上湿湿的,连枕头也是呢! 

原来天使留给我们的,不是羽毛,而是泪水。 

泪珠,比钻石更加珍贵。它是由我们的真心凝结出的水晶。 

这是“天使”送给我们的礼物,教会我们感动,教会我们成长。 

 夜、羽,他们都是真正的天使。 夜,他是暗夜的王子。 

带着恶魔的面具,掩藏起天使的内心。 

只因为他的心更加柔软,更加多情。 

也更加容易轻易地被伤害。 

但是为了爱,即使被所有人抛弃,即使心在淌血,他也义无反顾,在所不惜。 

只在黑夜里,在别人看不见的角落,黯自神伤。 只为了他心中的公主——佑慧。 

他只想对佑惠说一句话:“只要你幸福就好。” 羽,他是折翼的天使。 

折翼,只为了他心中唯一的留恋,他心甘情愿守候的女孩——佑慧

 因为她就是他的生命全部的意义。 

失去她,生命于他再也没有意义; 他愿意为他献出自己的生命。 

无论何时,羽都是那么温柔体贴。 

无法想象,没有羽无微不至的呵护,佑惠会怎样呢? 

结局已经不再重要了。 

我相信在每给人的心中,都有一个属于自己的美好结局。 

不是么? 

”天使“似乎已经落下了华丽的帷幕, 

而它却一刻也未曾离开过我们。 

天使已经融入了我们的灵魂。 天使在我心。 






过后有在1王9帅12宫的贴吧看到有人说,
为什么大家关注的是天使街的结局, 而不是王帅的结局.
因为, 这是天使街23号的第二篇章.
天使街的形象、人物, 早已深深刻在许多人心里.
那6个人感觉就像是我们的朋友,
郭妮的写作让我们仿佛进入了小说, 仿佛一切都发生在我身边.
多少人, 为了天使街哭过、笑过吖.
这种情结, 你们不会懂.
有人说, 如果番外篇里头, 妮殿没让夜和佑慧在一起的话, 
以后不再看妮殿的书了.
我也想这样做呢.
即使我没有看过很多妮殿的书.
可是因为妮殿说过, 最新的海星与狮子是她的封笔之作了. 哈

这个假期, 想要看所有妮殿的书.
再见苏菲斯, 麻雀要革命, 心跳恋爱社等等
因为妮殿的书里, 人物是紧紧相连的.
你可以在以上的书里读到天使街的人物.
你也可以在天使街里头读到这些小说的任务.
圣夜, 金映明, 易林希这些人都出现过在别的小说.
他们也出现在天使街和王帅呢.


我是不是该放下了.
这个结局, 不是我能改变的.
我能期待的, 只是番外里,
夜会平安的回来.
坏笑着, 从羽的手中把佑慧抢回来.


我, 真的很爱天使街23号.

Sunday, May 27, 2012

想起了..天使街..

刚从演唱会回来, 刚洗好澡, 还不想睡觉, 因为等下还要看glee最后一集.

为什么又是华语? 因为我想念天使街了.


去了演唱会, 很high.
但不知道为什么,舞台上有一个男生,突然让我想起1王9宫12帅里头的江朔流.
怎么形容呢...
看起来有点坏, 可能是那男生的头发是金色的, 感觉有点坏坏的.
但是看起来却有点温柔. 可能因为他在跳舞, 舞蹈动作其实很小.
这样的特质, 不是金月夜, 比较像是江朔流.
夜应该会看起来再更坏一点, 流是比较温柔的.


然后有一个还蛮帅的男生走过, 也是金色头发, 但是发色很好看.
他让我想起了金月夜.
我其实没有看到他的脸, 但是他的打扮还满潮的.
真的让我想起了金月夜.


我所有的小说, 至少会看2次.
因为第一次只是有印象, 第二次就会记得情节.
天使街23号, 看了至少5次. 前几年里一直有跟慧敏借整套来看.
1王9帅12宫, 前面3本我看了2次.
第四本, 我不敢重看.
因为字很多, 很密密麻麻, 我很怕看没有几页就忍不住直接看后面, 又让自己难过一次.


天使街23号, 对我而言是非常重要的小说呢.
第一本买的小说, 是天使街番外篇.
虽然不是郭妮写的, 主角是白苏姬, 可是还是会提到天使街的人.
过后有同学买了天使街, 借来看, 才发现自己那本其实是番外篇.
天使街第一人物是苏佑慧.
朋友有在追着买, 我也借来看.
真的, 深深着迷.

梦幻组合, 让人难过的情节, 让人捧腹大笑的的对话, 却又会为难分难舍的三角恋难过担心.
怎办, 我又要哭了.


我真的舍不得夜.
在百度贴吧, 有看到结局分析.
因为妮殿说会写续集.
所以有人分析说, 夜只是去治病, 暂时把佑慧让给羽.
等他回来, 一定会抢回佑慧.
因为从头到尾, 佑慧根本没有做过选择.
这个结局, 完全是因为pk结局, 因为夜的放手.
所以, 当夜回来, 佑慧会选择夜的.

我深深相信这个分析.
及时我不知道到底是不是这样, 可是我深深相信.
因为我相信, 夜会和佑慧在一起的.


昨天晚上, 我想了很多.
如果以后我的老公姓金, 我就会为孩子取名为金月夜.
如果姓李, 李哲羽.
如果姓凌, 凌晨炫. 但是这个姓的可能性不大, 不怎么普遍.
如果姓苏, 苏佑慧.
如果姓白, 白苏姬.
如果姓邱, 邱晓影.

但还是有性别之分啦.
如果名字是男的, 生出来却是女的, 那名字也不能用吖.
但是我会希望可以用这些名字, 这些名字, 已经深深刻在我心里,
和搜狗拼音里.  ((大笑
因为你可以很轻易的打出这些名字, 不用打了全名, 却还要一个字一个字去找.
但是也很有可能我嫁不出去  ((大大大笑
这一切的一切, 只是一个女生的幻想罢了, 看看笑笑就算. 不必太认真  ((叉腰  ((大笑



好了, 深呼吸, 我要看glee最后一集了.
我知道我会大哭, 准备好了tissue在旁边.




我还是忍不住伸手拿起1王9帅12宫来看最后2个篇章.
当我看到夜说的那番话, 夜决定要放手的时候,
我还是哭了.





夜 , 你也很舍不得佑慧吧.
进入关卡后也偷偷落泪了.
虽然佑慧有羽在身旁, 但是她最爱的却是你吖.
你是羽最危险的情敌, 最优秀的对手, 却也是最好的朋友.
羽说过会请最好的医生帮你治病.
回来后, 你会从羽手中抢回佑慧的吧?
你会吧?






我相信,  夜会和佑慧在一起的. 我深信.

Saturday, May 26, 2012

《天使街23号》结束了..

现在时间, 2:06am.
刚刚看完了《1王9帅12宫 》 第四本, 是《1王9帅12宫》的结局, 同时也是5年前的《天使街23号》的结局.
我一直都很喜欢《天使街》, 他们的友情, 是让人羡慕不来的.
三角恋, 纠缠了好久好久, 一直没有结局. 他们没有闹翻, 表面上还是好朋友, 但是心里却暗潮汹涌, 对喜欢的女生, 一直默默守护着.
苏佑慧就是这么一个幸运的女生, 一直被金月夜和李哲羽保护着.
金月夜, 对佑慧其实非常关心, 但常常会说出一些话来刺激佑慧, 让佑慧生气. 但是只要一有事情发生, 他总是第一个保护佑慧.
李哲羽, 温柔王子. 曾经为了佑慧掉进神秘井, 失踪了好一段时间. 一直都默默保护佑慧. 明知道佑慧喜欢夜, 羽还是默默的呆在佑慧身边.

我心里, 一直把佑慧和夜当成一对. 因为感觉上, 佑慧真正喜欢的, 是夜.
可是结局, 却是佑慧和羽在一起.
因为夜之前, 在《天使街》系列里面已经受伤, 所以他要出国治病.
同时, 他们3人的pk赛里, 羽赢了.

事实上, 夜才是赢家. 可是最后, 他却放手, 让羽赢了. 还说出来[有时候放手也是一种赢. 让我明白这一点的, 是因为一个很俗套的字, 爱!]

可是当我看到夜放手的时候, 我哭了.
默默期待了5年的结局, 竟然不是我想象中那样的结局.
为什么...
在天使街系列里的结局, 就是没有结局.
到了天使街第二篇章, 还是这样让我难过的结局.
唉, 好难过.
夜, 也会找到幸福吧. 也会找到一个和佑慧一样完美的女孩吧.






哈哈, 突然觉得自己很傻
干嘛对小说的人物那么着迷.
可是怎么办, 我就是很喜欢这几个人.
金月夜, 李哲羽, 凌晨炫---崇阳3天王
苏佑慧, 白苏姬, 邱晓影---明德3娇
完美的6人组合,
完美的3角恋组合.
完美的人物,
完美的小说.

谢谢郭妮, 写了那么好看的书.
妮殿, 谢谢你.
谢谢你给了我那么多年的幻想.
也只有天使街系列小说, 那么多年了, 一直很想再看.
明明知道会发生什么事情, 可是还是会看得掉泪, 跟着书里头的剧情难过, 开心, 大笑.


谢谢你, 郭妮.
谢谢你, 《天使街23号》
谢谢你, 《1王9帅12宫》
虽然最后的结局, 不是我想要的.
可是我会接受.
只因为, 你们是我最爱的人物, 你是我最爱的作者, 你们是我最爱的小说.




p/s: 刚刚在百度百科看到这一句话:
[天使街23号的电视剧版将由有着“偶像剧教母”之称的柴智屏操刀,演员及剧本仍然在筹备当中。
  (此消息经过郭妮官方博客证实。)]

我会期待, 但是如果剧情和小说不合, 我怕我会破口大骂((笑
但是如果跟剧情一模一样, 我怕我会哭出来 ((大笑






谢谢郭妮, 给了我完美的9本书, 完美的6年.
2006-2012
《天使街23号》, 正式划下了句点.

Tuesday, May 22, 2012

Pre last day of exams.

Tomorrow will be the last day of exams for my class, also the last day of school before the holidays started.
Tomorrow I will be sitting for economics. Did I study? I can answer you that without a doubt, NOPE.

But since tomorrow will be the last day, we decided to bring some food to school. I will bring the "siew mai" and the "agar-agar".
I think there will be nuggets, noodles, biscuits, sushi or hot dogs. I love this kind of activity, I love how everyone gather together and chat and laugh.

Back to the topic, why didn't I study? In fact, I tried. But when I take out the book, the only thing in my mind is not the things about economics, but Glee and the novel that I read days ago.
The novel, named [1王9帅12宫]. It was actually like the second series of [Angel street 23rd]/[天使街23号].
I love the latter, it is the best novel I'd ever read. It's also my favourite novel ever. But when the former came out, I didn't buy because it was expensive. /.\ 
It was RM25 per book, and this series had 3 books. But I bought it on Saturday, when the Popular in CS had promotion, they are only RM12.9 per book. What a bargain! So I immediately took them, which almost 1kg, which I brought them along with me in CS and KSL, for almost 3 hours. 
Hell yeah, my arms were sores.
I finished reading them on Sunday. Then I realised the ending was in 4th. WTF? I didn't saw the 4th before! Now I have to find because I'm dieing for the ending 5 years ago! 5 years ago was the 5th book of [Angel street 23rd], but the love triangle didn't have a final ending! 5 years later, the 4th of the [1王9帅12宫] will be the ending of this book, also the ending of the love triangle in the previous series.
So, I've been guessing for the ending for 2 days!! I didn't want to know the results through internet, I want to buy the book and read it thoroughly. 

Then, Glee.
Gosh, tonight of US time will be the final episode of season 3, [Graduations]. Right now, #GleeMemories is trending on twitter. I just cried when I saw this trending, and read all those tweets , while I'm listening to We Are Young covered by Glee.

Everything have to come to the end, huh? But the end, the final always the heartbreaking thing ever. I cried so hard in the last episode, I think I'll cry right from the start of the episode tomorrow.
Imagine, this will be the last time watching them in the choir room, as the members of the New Direction. I know the seniors will be back in the next season, but they are not the members of New Directions anymore. It's not the same.

My #GleeMemories will be, they singing [Don't stop believing] in the first episode of first season.
But my very first memory will be Rachel singing [Poker Face] with Shelby. I saw it on Channel 5, I still treat Glee as a random show, I don't know about this whole thing, I don't know why were they singing this song but I cried. Back then one of my friends was  a gleek as well, she then highly recommended me to watch this. Then I did. Then I love this whole show.
Season 1 was more a funny show, and how coach Sue trying to set trap and do everything to ruin Glee club. Mr. Schuester tried to save the club. But his burden of family was heavy enough, he once listened to his wife, Terry to quit his job to be an accountant. But, Glee club sang the song [To sir with love] for him, like a bid goodbye song. This song, reminds him of the passion, then he didn't quit. Still managing glee club.
Season 2 was a normal show, nothing too special.But The Warblers was out! They are awesome! Blaine is so cute! They did a lot of wonderful covers. This season was more serious and heavy.
Season 3 was a totally heavy and serious season. The seniors were thinking about their future, coach Sue was pregnant and doesn't pick up on glee club anymore. Now, graduations.

Phew, how do I sitting for exam tomorrow? I hope, I can get them out of my mind.
Hopefully. For just 1 day.




We are young by Glee.
Nicee cover, I cried when I saw Santana was left alone, then Rachel came and took her over. OMG FRIENDSHIP ❤


Lots of food photos coming up soon.
A review of a eyeliner coming soon.


I want to watch Dark Shadow!


Friday, May 18, 2012

Tears. Of joy? Of sad? Of Glee.


Please ignore my shiny forehead. I didn't realize it until I upload this photo.
I'm crying? Yes I am.
I'm sad? No.. yes.. nah, I'm not sure.
Tears of joy? Hmm..maybe.
Is there anything huge happen to you? Well...I think it's a yes.

In fact, I'm crying because I just finished watching 2 newest episodes of Glee, [Props] and [Nationals].
Why is the 2 newest not 1? Because in US, FOX actually airing these 2 nationals episode back-to-back, so I watch them back-to-back as well.
I cried, like few times in these 2 episodes.
Puck being beaten, but he struggles, tries to fight back. He think he's a loser even though he's not! He sang a song with coach Beiste, the song named [Mean] by Taylor Swift. This song is amazing. I love the lyrics.
In episode [Nationals], New Directions sing [Edge of Glory], well in fact was sang by The Troubletones. But that song makes me tear. I have no idea why, the following 2 songs lead by Rachel and Finn didn't let me shed a single tear. Hmm... strange.
Then, when they want to announce the winners of Nationals, oh my god I'm so freaking nervous. I hold my hands together, my heart beats like jumping. Then they announce, the winner is New Direction. OH MY GOD I did scream silently WHILE I'm crying. lol
I don't know why am I so freaking nervous when I'm not one of the New Directions, but I did act like one lol.
They finally win, the champion of nationals. They start from sectional, then regional, then finally national. They finally got the champion.
When they back to school, finally, omg that's really finally everyone take them serious, and celebrating. I cry this whole scene. Woah.
Then is the teacher of the year award, Mr Will Schuester won that the first time. I cried. This scene reminds me of the scene of [To Sir With Love].
The last scene was Rachel staring at a banner, which wrote [GRADUATIONS].


Next episode will be graduation, I'm sure I'll cry throughout the episode. Now I'm crying just by imagine it.
I don't wish them to graduate, no, hell no.
But they will. Of course they will. They are seniors.
But after they graduate, what will happen in season 4?
Glee without those seniors, what will happen?
Without Rachel, Finn, Santana, Mike, Puck, Quinn, what will happen to New Direction?
I'm not that looking forward to season 4 anyway.

Maybe my love to Glee only lasts 3 years, only lasts 3 seasons.
But who know? I just hope Ryan Murphy and FOX won't ruin this show.
I hope.


I'm a Gleek and I know it.

Gleek forever.

Friday, May 11, 2012

11/5/2012

I really hate exams.
But we have to sit for it.
We can't choose.
Damn it.

Tuesday was the BM paper. Kinda worry about it. I didn't do well on essays. I'm really out of words, I can't even write until 350 words. Damn.

Wednesday was English. I wore school uniform instead of my kadet polis uniform because I'm a sweaty person, I don't want all the sweat affect me on answering. So I wore school uniform, and thanks God the weather was windy.
I think I did a quite great job. The directed writing, a speech on how to improve our English standard. This part always the easiest because we need to write 12 points, but they are on paper. We just need to elaborate them. I think I wrote 2 pages and 1/3 on the third page.
For the continuous writing, I wrote [A memorable person]. But I did manage to write it as a story. lol. Story is the only thing I'm good at. I wrote 2 pages and half. I can't write longer. =((  My longest essay was only 3 pages. =(( I want them to be longer. Inspiration, please be with me when I'm writing essays please!

Thursday was Chinese, oh god. 1 hour and 45 mins for 2 essays. The first was formal letter, it's pretty short as the main point of the chinese formal letter was short. I finished it in 15 mins. lol
But 1 hour and 15 mins not enough for me to finish an essay! I was writing [a trip that you learnt a lot] or benefited trip. I don't have inspiration AT ALL. I have to write write write, then stop then think about the later story, how do I continue?
I literally wrote until the last min, then only 2 pages and half. I have too many things to write but out of time! When it's 15 mins left, I have no choice but ending it, awfully. I used 15 mins for ending, crazy? Because I haven't really get into the main story! I wrote too much at first and I overestimated my writing time and inspiration. Gosh =((
I think that essay won't get high marks. *sigh*
But because of keep writing non-stop at the last 15 mins, my hand was sore like never. lol

Today was mathematics. FREAKING HARD. No hopes on it anymore loll.


Next week will be a hard week, history, sains, and others subject that I don't even bother to study.
I just want to have my holidays 2 weeks later.





Please, inspiration, you have no idea how much important you are when we are writing essays. Please appear when we need you!





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Glee is ending in 3 episodes. Oh god I can't bear.
Same 3 year, same 3 seasons, same graduation.
Why Glee is exactly the same with High School Musical?!?
I can't bear them. =((

#season 1, season 3

*I put them in original size so that you can see every actors clearly.*

It's a huge change on cast from this. New people, from a character only appear once every month to now appear every episodes, they been through so much. I can't imagine a new season of Glee without them..
They wrapped yesterday, and today, only Lea Michele(Rachel Berry), Cory Monteith(Finn Hudson) and Chris Colfer(Kurt Hummel) are shooting for last scene in the choir room. So today is a officially wrap day..


*UPDATED, 2 minutes after I finish this post, literally 2 minutes, I log on twitter, and I saw Lea tweeted: [And that's a wrap on glee season 3:)]
OMG My tear just drop reading this. OFFICIALLY WRAP ON GLEE SEASON 3.*

My favourite song from the latest episode, Prom.
[Big girls don't cry]


I cried when I saw this, because it's like Rachel is sad but she's singing alone, but then, Kurt and Blaine join her, and be with her. It's like when you're sad and thought that no one's gonna be with you, but your best friend appear and be with you. It's a touching scene.



I guess I'm not a big girl now..


Saturday, May 5, 2012

CAUTIONS: Exam weeks is coming

5th May

It's 5th. Exams starting on 8th. Nervous? Hell yeah of course. It's mid-year exam, it's very important.
I have to get 80 in English. I HAVE TO.

I got few photos to upload, but I'm too lazy to transfer them from phone to PC. /.\  So maybe will blog them tomorrow.

Tired tired tired. Everyday is so tiring. I even dozed at class, lol. It's been a long time since I dozed in class! lol


What doesn't kill you, will makes you stronger.
Hater, you won't kill me, you will only make me stronger.
Haters gonna hate.

Wish me luck in exam!

Tuesday, May 1, 2012

April's gone, May comes.

It's 11:35pm, 30/4/2012. Last day, last 25 mins of April. Can you imagine how fast the time pasts?
4 months had past, and I didn't achieve anything yet. I still can't stick with my resolutions. New Year resolutions? What the crap is that, I didn't stick with anything on the list.

I organized a party last Tuesday, when my parents
were out to Sabah.


From left to right, the back:  Jin Xiang, Esther, Eunice, Mun Yee, Tang Tang and Soon Sheng.
From left to right, the front: Me, Wen Wen, Kang Zheng and Zervin
WE ARE 5EA1!!
Even though our results are not the best, even though we were labelled as the lower classes, but we are the BEST! No matter in any aspect! lol
We're cool, we are good. Except we have the same enemy, in our class. lol. We all hate this person. That's secret. *lip sealed*
But there's 2 people left in this photo, they didn't manage to attend due to tuition class! Zi Yang and Xin Ying.

We are the girls from 5EA1!! I think our combination is very cool, there's different characters of us, which makes us harmony.

I didn't take any photo with my phones, I just steal every photos from Tang Tang's blog. =DD
So, please enjoy our photos! Even though there's not much. ><

 I hate taking photo with Esther, she's amazingly white and which makes me looks black! /.\






Photos courteousy goes to Tang Tang Lim 


Did a makeup few days ago. Still the same majolica majorca palatte. The eyeliner looks awful. I can't do eyeliner very well,  but there's no shortcut to learn it, practice makes perfect. So I'll keep practise to get the perfect result.



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It's 2:13am now, I just stopped blogging and went down to watch DVD.

Happy Labour Day!

YEAH FOR HOLIDAY!!

Hi, May.


April and May are name of months, also the name of people. lol