Tuesday, December 31, 2013

The last post.

Of 2013. It's slightly half an hour to 2014.
And I just back from Starbucks, went with cousins hahaha. We just sat there and chat a lot about the school. From not much people, till packed. Omg so many people start coming after 10:30. Perhaps they want to countdown there!!

So happy today, for no reason, again, lol. Today's study skill exam is super funny, require drawing, and in case you don't know, my drawing is damn ugly. So I drew some match person, if that's the word. Hahaha. You know that, human formed from one circle and 5 lines!
Drew penguins too, when I was drawing that, I was laughing tooooo. Super duper funny!! I just can't bear, and burst out laughter a little. I bet the lecturer will laugh till die when she see that. 

Burst out singing Baby today at home. Then sang few songs happily!
Watched SBS Gayo Daejun too, sing together happily~~~
Super love Eunji from Apink! Hahaha.  
And the The Heirs!! Omg I thought Na En will be En Sang since Tae Min is Kim Tan, but not. :((
I only watched the first part, can't wait to watch the second part because 우리 2NE1 is there!! I watched the performance on YouTube already though hahahaha. 

It's been a year. I don't think I did my resolution though, -.-

Watching the wanted on Singapore TV. I'm really curious how they get The Wanted here, like they are so famous, and bring them from England to Singapore. Say what?

Not sure how tomorrow will become but pretty sure it'll be nice day! Since it's a brand new year!!

Going to be 19 next year. Ahhhh super fast. Getting old so fast. :( 

Exactly 1 month to Chinese New Year!!! Looking forward to it!!! 

I'm going to be a happy person in 2014. I hope. Hahaha!

Anyways, happy new year anyone! 2013 was a nice year! But live 2014 a better year!!

Thursday, December 26, 2013


I SHOULD BE STUDYING. I really should. And I am, or I was. lol
Sat for economic exam today, unexpectedly easy.
Like seriously, I'm nervous. I didn't feel nervous the last night, until this morning. But as I drove near to school, I became super nervous.
I suddenly felt my heart bumping, then I realized that I'm nervous about the exam. lol

I told myself, hey you're from EA1, why are you afraid of economic?!
But then the other part of me saying, BECAUSE you WERE EA1 student, so you can't disgrace the name of EA1.

Hahaha, 2 parts of me were struggling whether to nervous or not.
I think nervous is a good sign, because I did prepared, so I'll hope for good payback.
But another part of me think I'm prepared, there's nothing to be nervous about.
This is me. lol Like 2 people are playing tug of war in my body. Trying to set me at one side.
I shouted a lot in car hahaha. Tried to calm myself down a little.

I used almost exactly 1 hour to finish it. No much thing for me to think.
Kept thinking back my answers, and calculate my marks hahaha.
Freaking worry about economic.

On my way back home, I drove like 60kmh-80kmh. Which is slower compared to my usual 90-100kmh. lol
I kinda like driving slowly, so I have time to think. Or just keep calculating the marks. hahaha!

I think I can at least get a B+. Hopefully an A of course. *finger crossed*

I'm stuck at pengajian malaysia's chapter 4. I don't know how to start it. And it's 10:21pm now, andddd the exam is 8:30am tomorrow. I don't know can I finish study everything or not.
I'm wishing for something above passing. =)
Since I know I'll failed my accounting for sure.

No matter what, I'm not taking accounting next semester. NO MORE ACCOUNT PLEASE.

I can't graduate on time I think. The disadvantage of foundation, 3 sems, 6 subjects per sem, if you pass all, it's just nicely get the full credit marks. If you failed 1 subject, you may retake it next sem but you could end up having 7 subjects in a semester.
If you failed 2 subjects in a semester, congratulations, you have to be in foundation for another semester. Prepared yourself for another semester. =)
I am preparing hahaha.

I just can't say I'm stressed by accounting and mathematics. *sigh*


Oh and, merry chrismas! I didn't celebrate it, or I did, by listening to Glee Christmas album while studying economics hahaha.

Stay strong Selina, stay strong.

Monday, December 23, 2013


YEAHH! Taobao reached today. A huge box hahaha.
Bought 2 curling irons, one of it is like 2in1 one, it can curl and straighten. I still need time to learn how to use it. I'm super duper clumsy and stupid at doing hair. I have to moisture my hair first. That's the very first thing I realized when I tried the curling iron. I need heat protector too. That's important.

Bought a candle too.
Vanilla ice cream flavour, Ikea's. I'm surprised this is the exact one I found in Ikea Singapore. I wanted the tea candle because it was on sales. Hahaha, it was like the whole pack for couple dollars. But my mum insisted that I will burn the whole house down. So, I bought it on Taobao!
Not sure if it is the real Ikea candle, but it tastes smells like it. I like it a lot!

Tried to be artsy here lol.

I'm already super excited about my sem break. I want to go KL; H&M and Sephora. Super love H&M hahaha.
I want to go Singapore, I want to go pulau. :(
But my break is in January, we can't go pulau. :(  I really want to go Redang!!! Ugh!! Beaches!!! Sea!!! I miss you T.T

I want to go here and there.
But I'm afraid I'll end up spending 2 weeks looking at my laptop.

Edited photo.
Those apps really works magic.
The lip colour is kinda scary. Bought the fake product, and the colour is totally different from what I expect.

빨간 입술. 윙크 윙크.

너만 보인단 말이야.
널 사랑한단 말이야.

It's Christmas eve tomorrow and yet I have mathematics replacement class. Ughh.

All the students of Foundation in Arts, fighting!!

Monday, December 16, 2013


I should really study for tomorrow's test. But since it's economic, somehow I don't feel nervous. I think I did a great job on test 1, so quite confident hahaha. But actually we still don't know the first test's result!
Having a kinda over confident attitude here! No matter what, I'm still a economic student back in high school. I always have this thinking in my mind. Hahaha!

Miley Cyrus's wrecking ball kept playing in my mind. I know how hilarious and absurd is the music video, but I actually haven't watch it. But I like this song! So as "we can't stop", I don't like the video as it totally ruin her Hannah Montana image, the cute Disney girl image. But I like that song!

It's like all the Disney girls transform to sexy image after they leave Disney. Vanessa Hudgens, Selena Gomez, Miley Cyrus. Demi Lovato too, she use drug, she was sick, but now she's back to the positive image. And I extremely love her despite the fact that I used to hate Camp Rock because it kinda threatened High School Musical's place. Hahahaha. She's lovely now.  =D

我只想 對著天空輕輕的呼吸
在混亂中  翻箱倒櫃尋找  記憶

Love this part of lyric.

Ughhhh should've stop everything and start studying. ECONOMIC HERE I COME!!!!


It's like 12:17am now. Just finished my mathematics work. Been working on that since 10:30 hahaha. Finished the exercises and ready to hand them up tomorrow.

Shit, an assignment haven't finish. Ughhhhh.

This will the last week of the semester, after that, we'll get 3 study days, and start our finals.
Damn, everything gone so fast. It's like this semester just started, and I was there helping the catering for the juniors.

Fixing things of phone. The apps thing is really annoying sometime. Maybe I'm spoilt from the jailbroken iOS6, now using the normal iOS7 is really annoying. The apps that I used was free from the cydia market, now everything are priced, and I can only download the lite version ahhhhhh. So sad :(
I miss the diary app, but the lite version only allow me to write 10 entries. Backup-ing the entries I wrote in the past had already reached 10 entries. Which means I can't write new entry anymore but I love that app a lot. >.<

I don't think I'm good at computer. I'm just brave to click on everything hahaha. You'll never know what will happen until you try it!

Friend got a new Macbook air, omg so jealous of her hahaha. We're in mathematics class, the friend beside her saw it and pull it out from her backpack. When I saw it I was freaking 激動. Hahahahaha!
Then I asked about the model, 13inches, 128GB, nice. But 128 may be a little too small. But the bigger one is more expensive right.
I really like that ahhhhh! Can Santa buy me one?

Dear Santa, Christmas is the season of sharing and giving. Could you please give me a Macbook air? I'll appreciate that and try my best in finals. I promise.

Hahahaha. Having Macbook and iPhone is my dream, Apple family is completed to me. I'm satisfied with this little family. But for now all I have is the phone. 好羡慕啊啊啊

Saturday, December 14, 2013


Ugh, I have such a weak spot on particular songs now. Watched the "seasons of love" by Glee on YouTube, started crying when the song starts. It's 5 months today.
How are you on heaven, Cory? We Gleeks still missing you.. Please look down at Lea, she's been so strong, but it must be a very hard time for her when she's alone in home..

Finals are just literally around the corner. No study week, all we had are like 3 days of "study days". But then we had class on those days too, omg.
I really really don't like accounting. We got our test result back on Thursday, a friend asked, "Selina, how was your test? Okay?" No, I'm not.
Of course I didn't say that out. All I did was shake my head a lil, and smile a lil.
Teacher ask me how, with this mark I can't pass. Another friend said, accounting is all about practising. Practise makes perfect. Ask around if you don't understand.
I know, but I just don't understand anything about accounting! I don't have much friends in class, or let's say, just 1. But she also don't understand very well too. Who can I ask? If I want to ask, it has to be all the way back to basic. I forgot what I learned in last semester, and those things bring to now.
I'm too embarrassed to ask! I don't know who to ask, I don't know where to start too.
AHHHHHHHHHHH. So freaking hate numbers.

I'm still working on a story based on my life. Wrote few lines when I got my accounting results back, totally had my emotions in it. Hahahaha.

It's around 2. I feel like wanting to do assignment. Hahahahahahahahahaha
It will be an intense 2 weeks. Replacement classes and tests flow around, omggg.
Will try best to score well in economic test. Quite a high hope on that.

Classmate so surprised that I got A+ in SPM English. Haha, didn't expect that?
Yeah, I did that. So what? There's totally no use in here. Like, there's no English subject this semester. Next semester's elective course, if there aren't 10 people choose English, then we'll don't have the academic writing class, again perhaps no English class.
Then I'll lose the chance to score A. Ughhhh
Ms Teo isn't that hard to deal with! Yeah she like to "play" student, as she said that, but she's trying to make us have a more stable English foundation.
Like memorise all those verbs in 3 tenses, they work freaking lot in future.

So sad to listening to the songs from "Quaterback", Glee. All songs that reminds me of Cory. Who the hell made that mashup?! Hahaha........

Sometimes, I just feel like being used.
No one like being used. No one.
I don't like people ordering me too.
We're friends, I do everything voluntarily, not that I have to listen to your order.
I know friends shouldn't be fuss over these things, but as the time goes by, I don't like that feel.

 Had IT presentation on Thursday morning. I totally look like a OL with this attire and holding the laptop while having my bag on shoulder. Lol.

Remember the love. Share love, give love, spread love.
Measure your life in love.
--Seasons of love--

Friday, December 6, 2013

生活太糜爛了  說真的
在學校上課  回家后完全不碰學校東西
電影是狂歡派對  我是面對電腦
哈哈哈  完蛋了我


當初到底爲什麽要聽招生處的話  選了這科?

唉  沒辦法  自己的選擇
只能繼續念  只能儘量加油  除了這樣 沒有辦法了

上面的也是打了一半就停了 然後就這樣住在草稿箱裡面了